it's November already. it's been 4 months since my last blog and so many things had happened.
so many unexpected things that can happen... for the dec show, 2 bands instead of 1 band, working permit issue...
it's ok... i can overcome all these.
group buying are not making sales but so many things going on with DSML.
things need to 反醒 (thanks for knowing David, so i know how a super hard working and successful man thinks and does on a regular day, i m glad i met him, no regrets):
1. how i counteract with people: need to be less emotional and not as easy to be angry. 不要輕易發怒。watch my tongue, hold my temper, be gracious and think of others before criticizing.
2. need to learn how to appreciate others.. no matter their rank.
3. learn how to speak and think in other's peoples' shoes.
4. get out of the bed and get things done.
5. focus on one thing, get it done , then do the 2nd thing. Multi-tasking will just slow down everything. for me.
6. love my family and love my friends.
7. Don't calculate too much and have great faith in Him.
8. I need to commit to what i promised to do.
comments from my appraisal from boss:
1. committed
2. hard working
3. get along with internal and external ppl.
Thursday, November 03, 2011
Saturday, July 09, 2011
ch.274 no long no blog
haven't blogged for almost 1 yr.
i just realized how life has changed in such a short period.
Work: changed.
Living location: changed.
Style: changed.
Target: changed. haha
after the "bad break up" with my previous boss, i m now working at a very comfortable company. Still stress but not as much as before.And i m now partnering with B to work on DSML. yes. DSML, dow Sang Man Lan, my lovely grandparents. oo, how i miss them.
went to paris & london. super love. gonna go to italy this yr.
argh, thank G i m still living.
i just realized how life has changed in such a short period.
Work: changed.
Living location: changed.
Style: changed.
Target: changed. haha
after the "bad break up" with my previous boss, i m now working at a very comfortable company. Still stress but not as much as before.And i m now partnering with B to work on DSML. yes. DSML, dow Sang Man Lan, my lovely grandparents. oo, how i miss them.
went to paris & london. super love. gonna go to italy this yr.
argh, thank G i m still living.
Monday, October 25, 2010
ch.273 argh
wht's with me?
low pay job with long working hours. wht the?
i m so tired of this field.
pls help me lord.
i need to pursue U rather than what i m doing now.
pls help me Lord.
low pay job with long working hours. wht the?
i m so tired of this field.
pls help me lord.
i need to pursue U rather than what i m doing now.
pls help me Lord.
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
ch.272 Lowry with Elaine
omg. what a great dinner tonite!
went with Elaine to lowry's at lee garden tonight. what a great gathering. The venue was nice, very classy.. the waitress were alrite.. can feel their 'kind impatience". Finally gotta chance to experience their "original ice salad", it was ok only, not as good as i expected.. i like japanese style more. The idea of serving it with cold fork was just some gimmick... can't really expereicne what's so special about that. We ordered the Fish of the day, sea bass, very nice and the english cut. It was very good. the 3 thin slices of beef was in medium and very soft and tender. good food indeed. I then ordered the Apple pie with vanilla gelato.. omg. that's amazing. i enjoyed it so much. The pie was made in an apple shape, meanign the crust are like the shape of an apple, so, half of the apple was presented on the plate. very yummmm and satisfied.
Elaine told me about her experience in the past 3 months, what a tough lady. lesson learnt tonight: try to stand on other ppl's shoe so that u can understaand them and make the situation better.
she did it with her cheated husband and they r trying very hard to get back together now.
i also felt the pain of hers.. n my mom.
I had such a strong feeling for B since last wk. Joke asked me for drink tonight with his frds and i didn't really wanna go but since B was there, i wanted to. But then, when i was on my way back home, on the 112 bus, i prayed to G that pls take away my feeling if it is nothing real n ImMEDIATELY, i meant, IMMEDIATELY, all my feelings were gone. n now, i m still very peaceful. How amazig is that.
Then after got back home, got a fb msg that mr. R asked me out this Fri. hmm.. but i dun hv feeling for him. what is it about G?
On also asked me out for dinner as well n we r meeting up on wed.
what is it about, G? i'll keep on praying n thx for listening. :)
went with Elaine to lowry's at lee garden tonight. what a great gathering. The venue was nice, very classy.. the waitress were alrite.. can feel their 'kind impatience". Finally gotta chance to experience their "original ice salad", it was ok only, not as good as i expected.. i like japanese style more. The idea of serving it with cold fork was just some gimmick... can't really expereicne what's so special about that. We ordered the Fish of the day, sea bass, very nice and the english cut. It was very good. the 3 thin slices of beef was in medium and very soft and tender. good food indeed. I then ordered the Apple pie with vanilla gelato.. omg. that's amazing. i enjoyed it so much. The pie was made in an apple shape, meanign the crust are like the shape of an apple, so, half of the apple was presented on the plate. very yummmm and satisfied.
Elaine told me about her experience in the past 3 months, what a tough lady. lesson learnt tonight: try to stand on other ppl's shoe so that u can understaand them and make the situation better.
she did it with her cheated husband and they r trying very hard to get back together now.
i also felt the pain of hers.. n my mom.
I had such a strong feeling for B since last wk. Joke asked me for drink tonight with his frds and i didn't really wanna go but since B was there, i wanted to. But then, when i was on my way back home, on the 112 bus, i prayed to G that pls take away my feeling if it is nothing real n ImMEDIATELY, i meant, IMMEDIATELY, all my feelings were gone. n now, i m still very peaceful. How amazig is that.
Then after got back home, got a fb msg that mr. R asked me out this Fri. hmm.. but i dun hv feeling for him. what is it about G?
On also asked me out for dinner as well n we r meeting up on wed.
what is it about, G? i'll keep on praying n thx for listening. :)
Monday, February 22, 2010
ch.271 ice cream bak bak - wong bak
after the fun hot pot with the old cakes, i walked home. On my way back, i saw the familiar back of the old man, pushing his ice cream carts along boundary street. I have had an urge to help him before and tonight i finally took the courage and asked if he needed any help. He did. So i pushed his carts with him all the way to nathan road, then to the bridge on prince edward road. During our journey, we talked. Bascially, it was him telling him his stories. While helping him push his carts, lots of people looked at us. There was 1 lady even offered to help, which was very nice of her. I think there are still people who are willing to lead out a hand in hk. I m glad i took the courage to help mr. wong. At the end, he offered some drinks for me to take home. it was sweet and of coz i said no need.
I am glad i had the courage to hel him tonight. I felt very good afterwards. I wish to use what i have to help people in God's glory.
Lord, i need your guidiance and I thank you for tonight's experience.
I am glad i had the courage to hel him tonight. I felt very good afterwards. I wish to use what i have to help people in God's glory.
Lord, i need your guidiance and I thank you for tonight's experience.
Sunday, February 07, 2010
ch.270 home cooking
invited my lovely J's fr home cooking dinner last night. What i served was hmm... turned out to be ok. :)
My dishes:
1. Guacamole with fresh celery and carrt sticks.. supposed to be lovely smoothie texture type of dip but since i have no idea how to pick avacodo, one of the 2 that i bought was still too young --> hard to eat/ mix as smoothie.. very.. crunchy. haha.
Thinking to cook them n see if i could mix it with something to eat with rice? haha. geezz... sounds quite .. hm...
2. Pumpkin soup. ok, this one was awesome! love it. the gals love it too. hehe. but i never expect cutting the pumpkin into pieces require so much power! for just 1/2 of the little pumpkin (japan pumpkim bought at sogo, btw), used up so much strength.. but the result was good.. the soup got texture and tasted very well.
3. tomato sauce with sphetti. Asked my brother how to make the sauce. So i used fresh tomatoes, tomato paste, ice sugar, onino n chicken broth. I unskinned the tomatoes by cutting the skin at the bottom part and drwoned it into a pot of hot water n the skin will rise it by itself after a few minutes.. soo amazing. I can have the tomato skin all peeled but still hv the string at the top.. so pretty. Anyway, the sauce tasted well and i m very proud of myself.
4. Lime chaffon cream pie from Janice. That was great. very very light and lovely crust. With the lemongrass drink after.. they were perfect match with each other.. super touching after hving these 2 lovely pieces.
It was great hving frds at my home and enjoying laughters and food. My tiny cozy space is perfect for frds to enjoy chitchat coz they got nowhere else to go but staying at where they r. :P
lovely wknd.
will cook more.
o, n the pasta with the tomata sauce, it was pefect.. al dente~ hehe..
My dishes:
1. Guacamole with fresh celery and carrt sticks.. supposed to be lovely smoothie texture type of dip but since i have no idea how to pick avacodo, one of the 2 that i bought was still too young --> hard to eat/ mix as smoothie.. very.. crunchy. haha.
Thinking to cook them n see if i could mix it with something to eat with rice? haha. geezz... sounds quite .. hm...
2. Pumpkin soup. ok, this one was awesome! love it. the gals love it too. hehe. but i never expect cutting the pumpkin into pieces require so much power! for just 1/2 of the little pumpkin (japan pumpkim bought at sogo, btw), used up so much strength.. but the result was good.. the soup got texture and tasted very well.
3. tomato sauce with sphetti. Asked my brother how to make the sauce. So i used fresh tomatoes, tomato paste, ice sugar, onino n chicken broth. I unskinned the tomatoes by cutting the skin at the bottom part and drwoned it into a pot of hot water n the skin will rise it by itself after a few minutes.. soo amazing. I can have the tomato skin all peeled but still hv the string at the top.. so pretty. Anyway, the sauce tasted well and i m very proud of myself.
4. Lime chaffon cream pie from Janice. That was great. very very light and lovely crust. With the lemongrass drink after.. they were perfect match with each other.. super touching after hving these 2 lovely pieces.
It was great hving frds at my home and enjoying laughters and food. My tiny cozy space is perfect for frds to enjoy chitchat coz they got nowhere else to go but staying at where they r. :P
lovely wknd.
will cook more.
o, n the pasta with the tomata sauce, it was pefect.. al dente~ hehe..
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
ch.269 Cooking for 1
The carrot and the cucumber i bought last wknd is getting soft...
i m always thinking about what to cook on the bus ride during my way back home. What's inside the fridge? what I hv left.. like i had 1 onion and 1 sweet potato left.. how should i cook them...
so today, i wanted to cook rice and japanese curry so that i can bring lunch tmmr. Used the old cucumber and the omg-super-soft-duno-if-it's-still-eatable carrot. O, before, i went to park n shop to buy the curry sauce. Wanted to get those japanese cube curry but there's none at wellcome and so after introduced by the wellcome guy, i bought AMOY jpanese curry sauce. Checked the direction and look quite easy to so. OOO, before this, just wanted to add i actually bought 3 zuccini and 2 cucumber after work today for only $6!!! omg!!
anyway, so i started to chop things into pieces. Everything looked right. Then i started to boil water and mix the curry sauce in the bowl. After a few minutes.. didnt look right.. so "hey".. n so i added the chopped pieces of vege.. n still not right.. so i thought, hey i can use the sweet potato to make the 'gravy' kinda texture.. still not right.. n then i suddenly thought of corn starch! n so i immediately turned everything off and ran down to wellcome to get corn starch. Actully, i thought of "san fan" first.. but there's no 'san fan' at wellcome! so i called up my bro and asked if corn starch is similar to san fan.. i m glad my bro is such a good cook n he just solved my problem... n so, i got the corn starch home and mixed it with water n poured it into the watery curry sauce. Magic happened. Everything turned out to be quite nice afterwards, the taste, the texture and ya, the taste.. phewww... Then i poured the tastey sauce into my big bowl of rice and let them cool> JUST put them inside the fridge, as i totally forgot that i still hv them in the kitchen, good that i decided to blog. haha>> SO, there i hv my lovely lunch for tmmr.
lesson learnt, MUST hv corn starch at home.
O, i finally bought a bottle of soy sauce tonight.. N a bottle of X.O sauce.. just incase i dun wanna boil vege anymore but mixed them with this sauce instead..
Finished zipping my hot lemongrass drink... felt so good.
cooking is actully not hard.. just hv to keep practicing as there r so many things u can expect.........
i m always thinking about what to cook on the bus ride during my way back home. What's inside the fridge? what I hv left.. like i had 1 onion and 1 sweet potato left.. how should i cook them...
so today, i wanted to cook rice and japanese curry so that i can bring lunch tmmr. Used the old cucumber and the omg-super-soft-duno-if-it's-still-eatable carrot. O, before, i went to park n shop to buy the curry sauce. Wanted to get those japanese cube curry but there's none at wellcome and so after introduced by the wellcome guy, i bought AMOY jpanese curry sauce. Checked the direction and look quite easy to so. OOO, before this, just wanted to add i actually bought 3 zuccini and 2 cucumber after work today for only $6!!! omg!!
anyway, so i started to chop things into pieces. Everything looked right. Then i started to boil water and mix the curry sauce in the bowl. After a few minutes.. didnt look right.. so "hey".. n so i added the chopped pieces of vege.. n still not right.. so i thought, hey i can use the sweet potato to make the 'gravy' kinda texture.. still not right.. n then i suddenly thought of corn starch! n so i immediately turned everything off and ran down to wellcome to get corn starch. Actully, i thought of "san fan" first.. but there's no 'san fan' at wellcome! so i called up my bro and asked if corn starch is similar to san fan.. i m glad my bro is such a good cook n he just solved my problem... n so, i got the corn starch home and mixed it with water n poured it into the watery curry sauce. Magic happened. Everything turned out to be quite nice afterwards, the taste, the texture and ya, the taste.. phewww... Then i poured the tastey sauce into my big bowl of rice and let them cool> JUST put them inside the fridge, as i totally forgot that i still hv them in the kitchen, good that i decided to blog. haha>> SO, there i hv my lovely lunch for tmmr.
lesson learnt, MUST hv corn starch at home.
O, i finally bought a bottle of soy sauce tonight.. N a bottle of X.O sauce.. just incase i dun wanna boil vege anymore but mixed them with this sauce instead..
Finished zipping my hot lemongrass drink... felt so good.
cooking is actully not hard.. just hv to keep practicing as there r so many things u can expect.........
Thursday, January 21, 2010
ch. 268 living alone
Living alone is good, i hv the freedom to do whatever whenever. Moving out the 3rd time, i realized, I've grown up mentally.
1. I can sleep on the sofa till rigt after work n woke up at 4am n then sleep walk back to my bed to continue my sleep.
2. I can throw all my clothes out on the sofa n other places, actaully, all over the places without any yelling. But of coz i know i have to clean everything up at the end.. but hving a messy place feel quite good.
3. When all blinds are down, i can dress whatever i want.
4. I can cook all the things that I want, esp. when i am living in such a convenient location. Last night, i tried to fried fish fillet, baked sweet potato chips, fried broccoli with lots of garlic, and boiled a soup. The fish tasted good, other that i am not too sure how to control the power of the electronic stove.. n so my pan kinda got burn... but the fish tasted well, i only used salt, pepper and onion to prepare it and it turned out to be quite good. As for the sweet potato chips, i bought those japanese purple one, which the original taste is super sweet already. BUt i failed. the frist round turned out to be burn, yes, n that smelt quite bad.. n then i did ok on the 2nd adn 3rd round, but nothing close to what's described on the cookbook. I'll try again. For my 3rd dish, the fried brocoli, it turned out to be not bad, i tried that before n i think i've gained wisdom from the previous failure and this time, it's more than eatable. haha.. as for the soup, it's very good as usual as i only have to wash all the ingredients, boiled the meat before, n then pour everything in in 1 big bowl. Other than those, i tried those japanese "Mo" beans as well. I found this place that's only selling $8/'gun"! i got lots for $8! those were my snacks for the last wk while i was watching the tvb late night drama. haha.. n today, i boiled the lemongrass ibought from kln city with gigner and ice sugar to make a drink. IT IS SO REFRESHING! it is sooo easy to make and cheap but it turned out to be sooo amazing. I think i m falling in love with cooking coz the feeling of accomplishment is big. PLus i like to eat and try all sorts of things. yay.
5. jogging at 730pm/ 8pm/ 6pm/ anything i want near my home. I told myself I must at least jog/walk around the park 5 times everytime I go and the feeling is very great after exercising.
6. Buying fresh flowers cheap. MY place is soo close to the flower market and i can just go buy a bunch of fresh flowers for my home. The home is alot more 'alive' with a touch of the flowers.
7. Wathc tv/ film online till late nite on my sofa.... that's a great feeling.
8. N i found that i got detox every wknd. seriously, i 'detox' sooo badly during the wknd, which is a good thing coz during the wk, i guess due to stress, i dun go at all. haha.. so i m literally full of shit at work. haha. lamo
9. i tend to clean up my place quite often. I sweep the floor almost every night n i actually kneel down to wash the floor to make sure it's all clean. I wash the toilet everyday and kitchen is very much cleaned everyday. wow. i've defintiely changed. Or may be i can't ignore the dirt since this place is so tiny.
10. I can't think of pt. 10.
darn.
1. I can sleep on the sofa till rigt after work n woke up at 4am n then sleep walk back to my bed to continue my sleep.
2. I can throw all my clothes out on the sofa n other places, actaully, all over the places without any yelling. But of coz i know i have to clean everything up at the end.. but hving a messy place feel quite good.
3. When all blinds are down, i can dress whatever i want.
4. I can cook all the things that I want, esp. when i am living in such a convenient location. Last night, i tried to fried fish fillet, baked sweet potato chips, fried broccoli with lots of garlic, and boiled a soup. The fish tasted good, other that i am not too sure how to control the power of the electronic stove.. n so my pan kinda got burn... but the fish tasted well, i only used salt, pepper and onion to prepare it and it turned out to be quite good. As for the sweet potato chips, i bought those japanese purple one, which the original taste is super sweet already. BUt i failed. the frist round turned out to be burn, yes, n that smelt quite bad.. n then i did ok on the 2nd adn 3rd round, but nothing close to what's described on the cookbook. I'll try again. For my 3rd dish, the fried brocoli, it turned out to be not bad, i tried that before n i think i've gained wisdom from the previous failure and this time, it's more than eatable. haha.. as for the soup, it's very good as usual as i only have to wash all the ingredients, boiled the meat before, n then pour everything in in 1 big bowl. Other than those, i tried those japanese "Mo" beans as well. I found this place that's only selling $8/'gun"! i got lots for $8! those were my snacks for the last wk while i was watching the tvb late night drama. haha.. n today, i boiled the lemongrass ibought from kln city with gigner and ice sugar to make a drink. IT IS SO REFRESHING! it is sooo easy to make and cheap but it turned out to be sooo amazing. I think i m falling in love with cooking coz the feeling of accomplishment is big. PLus i like to eat and try all sorts of things. yay.
5. jogging at 730pm/ 8pm/ 6pm/ anything i want near my home. I told myself I must at least jog/walk around the park 5 times everytime I go and the feeling is very great after exercising.
6. Buying fresh flowers cheap. MY place is soo close to the flower market and i can just go buy a bunch of fresh flowers for my home. The home is alot more 'alive' with a touch of the flowers.
7. Wathc tv/ film online till late nite on my sofa.... that's a great feeling.
8. N i found that i got detox every wknd. seriously, i 'detox' sooo badly during the wknd, which is a good thing coz during the wk, i guess due to stress, i dun go at all. haha.. so i m literally full of shit at work. haha. lamo
9. i tend to clean up my place quite often. I sweep the floor almost every night n i actually kneel down to wash the floor to make sure it's all clean. I wash the toilet everyday and kitchen is very much cleaned everyday. wow. i've defintiely changed. Or may be i can't ignore the dirt since this place is so tiny.
10. I can't think of pt. 10.
darn.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
ch.267 new start
Celebration of my 30th bday:
tivo & melting pot- great ppl. bad hang over.
n went to tutor big cow at 10am. amazing... then tutor at EC from 3-5. amazing.
balalaika - family. crazy russian music.
work
-igoo
-strelitzia
-big cow
-ec
-omp
never been so busy before.
health
-horrible neck allergy.. may be due to stress.
church
-enjoying worship team & cell group
praise the lord.
tivo & melting pot- great ppl. bad hang over.
n went to tutor big cow at 10am. amazing... then tutor at EC from 3-5. amazing.
balalaika - family. crazy russian music.
work
-igoo
-strelitzia
-big cow
-ec
-omp
never been so busy before.
health
-horrible neck allergy.. may be due to stress.
church
-enjoying worship team & cell group
praise the lord.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
ch.266 blah
have u ever sat infront of the computer from the moment you woke up till... the moment u closed your eyes?
that's my life for now.
blah.
that's my life for now.
blah.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
ch.265 30's blues
I like music. I go to live Gigs to enjoy music with friends and a glass of red wine on my hand.
With music, friends and red wine on my side, i feel like i m on top of the world and everything else, is left behind.
Was talking to my aunt about my recent feeling and she said i m having my "30's blues". yes, i think i m hving that indeed. i m easy to cry, feeling abit depress at times and always compare myself to others.. my friends. Not a good feeling at all. This jobless thing, entrepreneur adventure, working at home idea.... somehow is dragging me? or is it just somethign i made up for my laziness. My excuse of not getting a "job". What exactly m i passionate about? What do I want to do with my life? As Jen said, are we going for a mediocore life? R we so not easy to satisfy? We r not feeling content. Do we know what we want? I think this "30's blues" is conteminating. My friends are hving similar symtoms as well, always questioning about the presence status.
May be coz we can't be easily content? May be after critizing all the rest of the ppl, we r the ones who r not passionate about life and hv no clue of what we want? Yes, i know i should pray n give my burdens to G but i think i should change my attitude and do somethign too.
o, this blues is somewhat low... the sound of it is making me sick.
With music, friends and red wine on my side, i feel like i m on top of the world and everything else, is left behind.
Was talking to my aunt about my recent feeling and she said i m having my "30's blues". yes, i think i m hving that indeed. i m easy to cry, feeling abit depress at times and always compare myself to others.. my friends. Not a good feeling at all. This jobless thing, entrepreneur adventure, working at home idea.... somehow is dragging me? or is it just somethign i made up for my laziness. My excuse of not getting a "job". What exactly m i passionate about? What do I want to do with my life? As Jen said, are we going for a mediocore life? R we so not easy to satisfy? We r not feeling content. Do we know what we want? I think this "30's blues" is conteminating. My friends are hving similar symtoms as well, always questioning about the presence status.
May be coz we can't be easily content? May be after critizing all the rest of the ppl, we r the ones who r not passionate about life and hv no clue of what we want? Yes, i know i should pray n give my burdens to G but i think i should change my attitude and do somethign too.
o, this blues is somewhat low... the sound of it is making me sick.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
ch.264 Be genuine
you never know when you'll meet your "chance".
along the path of your life, you meet many people. Some you remember but don't keep in touch; some you don't want to remmeber, but they always pop up in your mind; some you met and will never meet again; some you hung out wiht all the time but you never do now; some you met during 1 occasion and the friendship last forever; some you meet everyweek, but just don't click. There are many many occassions that you'll meet people. There are so many ppl appeared in your life, and you'll never know how they will lead you life into another path.
I met FS & Ken 2 yrs ago for a project. That project last for 8 months and we got along very well. Thx to fb n msn, we still keep in touch after the project is over. WE don't hang out but we keep each other updated on what's going on and shout out on fb at times.
Today, i went to FS's place to check out his dog (who bite me!!! yes, there was blood involved!) and of coz to get my macbook pro back. He asked me to be his producer. that's great. realy. never thought about that. I actaully got myself invovled with the "cool" people. MY definition of cool is those amazing talents that work in the industry. The top of the cream. I guess it's my genuinity that made people likes to be friedns with me. When i think about it, well, of coz i clicked wtih them as well.. but there were other ppl involved in taht project and somehow i m the only one who stuck around n actaully keeps up with the freindship. I think being genuine to people lead to good end.
This also applies to the previous project at EM. Finished the project, went to client's office to chit chat and follow up and the client introduced me to her collegaue and now i got another job. OF coz i spent 100% care on this project and people do now. Fakig it doesn't work, my dear friends. please stop it. Just be genuine and things will lead you to a good end. You don't when but when time comes, you'll be amazed.
God is definitely the source of my discipline. So if you duno Him, get to know Him.
along the path of your life, you meet many people. Some you remember but don't keep in touch; some you don't want to remmeber, but they always pop up in your mind; some you met and will never meet again; some you hung out wiht all the time but you never do now; some you met during 1 occasion and the friendship last forever; some you meet everyweek, but just don't click. There are many many occassions that you'll meet people. There are so many ppl appeared in your life, and you'll never know how they will lead you life into another path.
I met FS & Ken 2 yrs ago for a project. That project last for 8 months and we got along very well. Thx to fb n msn, we still keep in touch after the project is over. WE don't hang out but we keep each other updated on what's going on and shout out on fb at times.
Today, i went to FS's place to check out his dog (who bite me!!! yes, there was blood involved!) and of coz to get my macbook pro back. He asked me to be his producer. that's great. realy. never thought about that. I actaully got myself invovled with the "cool" people. MY definition of cool is those amazing talents that work in the industry. The top of the cream. I guess it's my genuinity that made people likes to be friedns with me. When i think about it, well, of coz i clicked wtih them as well.. but there were other ppl involved in taht project and somehow i m the only one who stuck around n actaully keeps up with the freindship. I think being genuine to people lead to good end.
This also applies to the previous project at EM. Finished the project, went to client's office to chit chat and follow up and the client introduced me to her collegaue and now i got another job. OF coz i spent 100% care on this project and people do now. Fakig it doesn't work, my dear friends. please stop it. Just be genuine and things will lead you to a good end. You don't when but when time comes, you'll be amazed.
God is definitely the source of my discipline. So if you duno Him, get to know Him.
Friday, September 11, 2009
ch.263 need a man?
my macbook pro is here. I m feeling all good and happy and can't wait to get everything installed and work with my new baby. I m using a usb modem to get online coz it's more flexible and I can go online anywhere. WEll, apparently, that usb modem coulnd't be used in my old mac G4 coz my G4 is too outdated. So, for the past 4 months, i've been using a PC to go online and it's quite frustrating to transfer files from mac then to pc just to email them out. So, i m quite excited to have my new macbookrpo here so that i can do everything by 1 computer.
but crap! the OS of my new mac is TOO NEW and i coulnd't get online because the modem doesn't support this OS. yet. So i went to 3 and asked wth? n they said they hv no idea when the modem will be compatible with the OS.
can u understand my 無奈ness? i was pissed. it's just too ridiculous to happen. seriously.
Well, all these happened when FS was here. I had lunch with him and then showed him my grandpa's rolleiflex. He cleaned it n said he can help fix it. Then he helped me to install my wifi printer. Then he brought my mac home n helped me to reinstall OS and other softwares.
well, there's nothing between us, i m pretty sure about that. But, it's good to hv a man around to help out.
but crap! the OS of my new mac is TOO NEW and i coulnd't get online because the modem doesn't support this OS. yet. So i went to 3 and asked wth? n they said they hv no idea when the modem will be compatible with the OS.
can u understand my 無奈ness? i was pissed. it's just too ridiculous to happen. seriously.
Well, all these happened when FS was here. I had lunch with him and then showed him my grandpa's rolleiflex. He cleaned it n said he can help fix it. Then he helped me to install my wifi printer. Then he brought my mac home n helped me to reinstall OS and other softwares.
well, there's nothing between us, i m pretty sure about that. But, it's good to hv a man around to help out.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
ch.262 signs of aging
OK, so i m approaching to my 30.... for less than 17 days.
recently, withint these few months, i see the "signs" of .. huh.. umm.. getting more mature.. both phyically & mentally.
Sign #1: rashes
I have never had rashes ever in my life. All of a sudden, since last week, out of nowhere, rashes started to appear around my neck.. there's this one that totally looks like a hicky (ha)n then some at the back n on the side of my neck. My goodness,and they are itchy too! i think the weather is one of the causes since it's been so darn hot these few days. "Warnings" of heat wave were in hk continuous for 9 days!
Sign #2: AllerIES
I am never allergic to ANYTHING. ALl of a sudden, starting this year, actually after 29, i m suddenly allegic to lobster. yes, lobster, good that i dun hv that too often. And i think shell animals in general.. coz i found my throat is feeling irritated after eating the tasty fresh shrimp tipped with tomato sauce.. o.. how i miss that. Other than the shell food, i m also allergic to dust. HA! yes, to dust. the 1st month i moved to my grandma's place, i sneezed off almost 1 box of tissue paper everyday after i woke up. Everything's fine after the maid cleaned te curtain.
Sign #3: Hot drinks only
no matter how crazy hot it is in hk, i only order hot drinks. Either that or alcohol. haha. Dun feel like hving cold drinks at all.
Sign #4: Bitter melon tastes pretty good, babe.
so I heard when u get mature, ur taste buds start to be less sensitive and u'll enjoy eating bitter food more. I started to eat bitter melon last year.
Sign #5: Family aging.. or dying
My dad is getting so much older n so are my aunts and uncles. It's not easy to cope with the reality seeing someone that was so youthful and now deteriorating days after days. Went to the cemetary to visit my grandpa & grandma, n my grandpa's sisters & husband. The whole generation is now back home. a.. i miss them so much.
Sign #6: Friends starting to have kids and they got on ur nerves!
Not many of my freinds are married. Some just got married for 1-2 yrs and blessed as they are, their next gerneation will be joining our big party next year. A small amount of my friends got kids that are a few years old, they r cute but i dun think i m ready to hv my own child. .. hmm.. when will i be ready?
Sign #7: "Kids" are getting married too!
Friends who are younger than me are getting married. Period.
Sign #8: no more K.
It's a waste of time & money.. well, to me, it is. I will go to birthday K or big group gathering K, but if u asked me what I'd do duing my free time, "K" is not in my dictionary. That's a sign becuase i used to go K every week when i was in highschool.. i go for drinking parties every weeknd during uni years. haha.
Sign #9: Love spending money on good food with good friends for a good time chat.
So enjoyable. live music is one of the elements too. I like opening a bottle of red with a friend n just enjoy the music n chit chat for the whole night.
Sign #10: Thinking about What's going on with my life.
most of my friends hv this question during this year... got a job, stable life. go to work, go out for drinks n dinner n parties, back to work, go out, back to work. What's more in life? everyone's starting to "think".
recently, withint these few months, i see the "signs" of .. huh.. umm.. getting more mature.. both phyically & mentally.
Sign #1: rashes
I have never had rashes ever in my life. All of a sudden, since last week, out of nowhere, rashes started to appear around my neck.. there's this one that totally looks like a hicky (ha)n then some at the back n on the side of my neck. My goodness,and they are itchy too! i think the weather is one of the causes since it's been so darn hot these few days. "Warnings" of heat wave were in hk continuous for 9 days!
Sign #2: AllerIES
I am never allergic to ANYTHING. ALl of a sudden, starting this year, actually after 29, i m suddenly allegic to lobster. yes, lobster, good that i dun hv that too often. And i think shell animals in general.. coz i found my throat is feeling irritated after eating the tasty fresh shrimp tipped with tomato sauce.. o.. how i miss that. Other than the shell food, i m also allergic to dust. HA! yes, to dust. the 1st month i moved to my grandma's place, i sneezed off almost 1 box of tissue paper everyday after i woke up. Everything's fine after the maid cleaned te curtain.
Sign #3: Hot drinks only
no matter how crazy hot it is in hk, i only order hot drinks. Either that or alcohol. haha. Dun feel like hving cold drinks at all.
Sign #4: Bitter melon tastes pretty good, babe.
so I heard when u get mature, ur taste buds start to be less sensitive and u'll enjoy eating bitter food more. I started to eat bitter melon last year.
Sign #5: Family aging.. or dying
My dad is getting so much older n so are my aunts and uncles. It's not easy to cope with the reality seeing someone that was so youthful and now deteriorating days after days. Went to the cemetary to visit my grandpa & grandma, n my grandpa's sisters & husband. The whole generation is now back home. a.. i miss them so much.
Sign #6: Friends starting to have kids and they got on ur nerves!
Not many of my freinds are married. Some just got married for 1-2 yrs and blessed as they are, their next gerneation will be joining our big party next year. A small amount of my friends got kids that are a few years old, they r cute but i dun think i m ready to hv my own child. .. hmm.. when will i be ready?
Sign #7: "Kids" are getting married too!
Friends who are younger than me are getting married. Period.
Sign #8: no more K.
It's a waste of time & money.. well, to me, it is. I will go to birthday K or big group gathering K, but if u asked me what I'd do duing my free time, "K" is not in my dictionary. That's a sign becuase i used to go K every week when i was in highschool.. i go for drinking parties every weeknd during uni years. haha.
Sign #9: Love spending money on good food with good friends for a good time chat.
So enjoyable. live music is one of the elements too. I like opening a bottle of red with a friend n just enjoy the music n chit chat for the whole night.
Sign #10: Thinking about What's going on with my life.
most of my friends hv this question during this year... got a job, stable life. go to work, go out for drinks n dinner n parties, back to work, go out, back to work. What's more in life? everyone's starting to "think".
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
ch.261 hate to wait
hate to wait.
wht's with this.
tennis is really fun. seems like it's not a 3 min thing for me.
wht's with this.
tennis is really fun. seems like it's not a 3 min thing for me.
Monday, August 24, 2009
ch.260 good weekend
Fri nite: old cake dinner @ Ricos
finally gotta meet with jacqueline's simon. quiet, smart and funny guy. good manner, know what he's doing and loves jac. great guy. i m so happy for jac. n jac is as amazing as always. how, wil, suz n jen were great as usual. the food at rico's were alright, the 2 jar of sangria got me going and i got abit tipsy afterwards but had a great time. love being tipsy. felt crappy walking down soho wiht my 3 in high heel tho. but i love high heels, makes me feel sexy. haha
Fri nite: gals sleep over
jac, jen and i shared my bed. great time spent.. felt like we were back to the retreat days at daniel.
Sat morning: cell group meeting
great ot meet some funny n crazy friends at church. finally. gotta spend more time with them with same religious bkgd.
sat afternoon; playing with my 2 babies
can't believe madonna has grown into about the same size as jelly! this little fat gal just doesn't like to run n being her very 'dair' nature, i still can't stop loving her. But i stil like Jelly more. haha. i totally has favourtism with jelly. she's my cool independent babe.
Sat night: jan fong's bday dinner @ ana sushi
great time spent with janF, charron and jPak. good combo with great conversation. Havn't seen charron since april in gz, she's such a loving mother of 2, can't believed she's married for 5 yrs n got 2 kids already. O, but hilda is married for 5 yrs too. well, time flies. anyway, jap food was good n the oriignal taste cake from awefully chocolate was good also. can't wait to taste it at jan fong's home. haha.
sun: taught sunday school
did arts n craft with 13 lovly children. yes. me with 13 children in 1 class. well, gd that there are 3 older ones n i asked them to be the team leader. it worked well. so surprised. i think i have improved with this. n i love the kids. the littles ones are so cute as they r so helpful and enjoed the class. God is good.
sun night: dinner with cool bro n so n 2 babies
love love love. watched "Entourage". love love love.
finally gotta meet with jacqueline's simon. quiet, smart and funny guy. good manner, know what he's doing and loves jac. great guy. i m so happy for jac. n jac is as amazing as always. how, wil, suz n jen were great as usual. the food at rico's were alright, the 2 jar of sangria got me going and i got abit tipsy afterwards but had a great time. love being tipsy. felt crappy walking down soho wiht my 3 in high heel tho. but i love high heels, makes me feel sexy. haha
Fri nite: gals sleep over
jac, jen and i shared my bed. great time spent.. felt like we were back to the retreat days at daniel.
Sat morning: cell group meeting
great ot meet some funny n crazy friends at church. finally. gotta spend more time with them with same religious bkgd.
sat afternoon; playing with my 2 babies
can't believe madonna has grown into about the same size as jelly! this little fat gal just doesn't like to run n being her very 'dair' nature, i still can't stop loving her. But i stil like Jelly more. haha. i totally has favourtism with jelly. she's my cool independent babe.
Sat night: jan fong's bday dinner @ ana sushi
great time spent with janF, charron and jPak. good combo with great conversation. Havn't seen charron since april in gz, she's such a loving mother of 2, can't believed she's married for 5 yrs n got 2 kids already. O, but hilda is married for 5 yrs too. well, time flies. anyway, jap food was good n the oriignal taste cake from awefully chocolate was good also. can't wait to taste it at jan fong's home. haha.
sun: taught sunday school
did arts n craft with 13 lovly children. yes. me with 13 children in 1 class. well, gd that there are 3 older ones n i asked them to be the team leader. it worked well. so surprised. i think i have improved with this. n i love the kids. the littles ones are so cute as they r so helpful and enjoed the class. God is good.
sun night: dinner with cool bro n so n 2 babies
love love love. watched "Entourage". love love love.
Friday, August 21, 2009
ch.259 That's how it goes
Just bought a cd of michale buble and there's a song called "That's how it goes"
That's how it goes when you feel so sad you feel so low
life seems so bad i know i know
that's how it goes
you may think it's funny but it always shows
try to hide it honey oh no it shows
that's how it goes
some people say everythign'sgonna be okay, just give it a while,
you'll fine. you're back in style
but I don't know life will get better
i m sure they know sooner or later it shows, i know, that's how it goes
it's funny to see how easy life can be
just sit back and smile
you'll find that life is worthwhile
that's how it goes
when you're on top of the whole world
wouldn't want to stop it oh no
it shows
that's how it goes.
I had my interview with sinoland and i passed the 1st and 2nd one and should have my 3rd one with the group GM next week. it's exciting. very exciting. i've always love gold coast. i love the beach. I'd go there myself just to relax. the interviewers were great people, it was good time spent chatting with them.
i miss my grandma so much that i had tears during the 2nd interview when i mentioned her. so not professional but it was gd that the interviewer was also a sensitive person (as told by an HR frd, most HR ppl r sensitive) and she's fine with it.
i miss my grandma so much that i coulnd't stop crying whenever i thougth about things i did with her and the time i spent with her at the hospital. Living at her place is lso a daily reminder of her to me. I miss her so much. i'd go into her room n start thinking about our past n cry. or i'd just sit there and cry. I can cry anytime anywhere when i think aout her.
I think if i got the job, before starting. i'll go to hubei, my grandma's old home, n visit her nieces and go see her place. Also, chung hing to experience her life in there with my grandpa. I miss my grandpa too.
Lossing her is me lossing a very important part of my life. i kinda regret staying in GZ for 6 months n only able to see her during the weekend. She told me she doesn't want me to go before. ai, but shd hv no regrets in life, i guess. The experience in gz opened my eyes alot.
That's how it goes.. when i m in my low, God is here to hold.
that's how it goes.
That's how it goes when you feel so sad you feel so low
life seems so bad i know i know
that's how it goes
you may think it's funny but it always shows
try to hide it honey oh no it shows
that's how it goes
some people say everythign'sgonna be okay, just give it a while,
you'll fine. you're back in style
but I don't know life will get better
i m sure they know sooner or later it shows, i know, that's how it goes
it's funny to see how easy life can be
just sit back and smile
you'll find that life is worthwhile
that's how it goes
when you're on top of the whole world
wouldn't want to stop it oh no
it shows
that's how it goes.
I had my interview with sinoland and i passed the 1st and 2nd one and should have my 3rd one with the group GM next week. it's exciting. very exciting. i've always love gold coast. i love the beach. I'd go there myself just to relax. the interviewers were great people, it was good time spent chatting with them.
i miss my grandma so much that i had tears during the 2nd interview when i mentioned her. so not professional but it was gd that the interviewer was also a sensitive person (as told by an HR frd, most HR ppl r sensitive) and she's fine with it.
i miss my grandma so much that i coulnd't stop crying whenever i thougth about things i did with her and the time i spent with her at the hospital. Living at her place is lso a daily reminder of her to me. I miss her so much. i'd go into her room n start thinking about our past n cry. or i'd just sit there and cry. I can cry anytime anywhere when i think aout her.
I think if i got the job, before starting. i'll go to hubei, my grandma's old home, n visit her nieces and go see her place. Also, chung hing to experience her life in there with my grandpa. I miss my grandpa too.
Lossing her is me lossing a very important part of my life. i kinda regret staying in GZ for 6 months n only able to see her during the weekend. She told me she doesn't want me to go before. ai, but shd hv no regrets in life, i guess. The experience in gz opened my eyes alot.
That's how it goes.. when i m in my low, God is here to hold.
that's how it goes.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Thursday, August 06, 2009
ch.257 life as an entrepreneur
it is full of opportunities... they usually pop up in nowhere and you have to be prepared.
it is full of alertness... full discipline to oneself is needed, if not, u fail. u hv to take the initiative to do EVERYTHING. know what's going on out there, what's new, what's hot, who's doing what, who did what, how to compete and how the market is running n u need to know it.
it is full of love... when friends and family are helping you out unconditionaly. U may not have established a good busines yet but you experienced what you have established in the past. You get to know yourself more too.
it is full of challenges... you discovered a problem, n u need to solve it in order to get into the next level. How to solve problem is a fun game, you'll gain EQ, FQ, all the Qs when u overcame it.
it is full of God's guidiance... you know He is with you all the way, during your procrastination, your emo-low time, your got-the-deal moment, your work-in-progress moment and your social-phobia period. His guidiance and words led me through and worked as a good reminder.
it is full of doubts... when you duno if this is what you should be doing. It's not like you dun hv projects to do but it's not many. Should u go back to work as an employee or continue and work tiple the effort? i chose the later one for now. Trust myself not to procrastinate in the coming days.
it's a good experience afterall. I m glad i started this before i turned 30.
Have stress and that came from peers who r going higher and higher in the leader of their field. I do not have a stable income yet. that's pissing me off and stressing me out. Do i look for stability or unknown future?
life is too short to be stable all the time and i KNOW God is listening. haha.
btw, tennis is fun! I will continue with it. i'm thankful to have a frd/ brother like larm. too bad all his frds r married... happily. haha..
it is full of alertness... full discipline to oneself is needed, if not, u fail. u hv to take the initiative to do EVERYTHING. know what's going on out there, what's new, what's hot, who's doing what, who did what, how to compete and how the market is running n u need to know it.
it is full of love... when friends and family are helping you out unconditionaly. U may not have established a good busines yet but you experienced what you have established in the past. You get to know yourself more too.
it is full of challenges... you discovered a problem, n u need to solve it in order to get into the next level. How to solve problem is a fun game, you'll gain EQ, FQ, all the Qs when u overcame it.
it is full of God's guidiance... you know He is with you all the way, during your procrastination, your emo-low time, your got-the-deal moment, your work-in-progress moment and your social-phobia period. His guidiance and words led me through and worked as a good reminder.
it is full of doubts... when you duno if this is what you should be doing. It's not like you dun hv projects to do but it's not many. Should u go back to work as an employee or continue and work tiple the effort? i chose the later one for now. Trust myself not to procrastinate in the coming days.
it's a good experience afterall. I m glad i started this before i turned 30.
Have stress and that came from peers who r going higher and higher in the leader of their field. I do not have a stable income yet. that's pissing me off and stressing me out. Do i look for stability or unknown future?
life is too short to be stable all the time and i KNOW God is listening. haha.
btw, tennis is fun! I will continue with it. i'm thankful to have a frd/ brother like larm. too bad all his frds r married... happily. haha..
Monday, August 03, 2009
ch. 256 life is so exciting
recent updates:
1) Strelizia is moving... step by step
- kitchen, emer, wetstop,kaplan, kishor? hi-car? penny brochure? ms. yuen?
2) omp.. x aaaa? had 1st meeting with kot. very nice guy n i got lots n lots ot do to prep. take this chance or not? great opportunity.
3) jac is comign back to hk in aug, can't wait to meet her!
4) glen too, with suki
5) francis moved to sh, n i promoised him to call up his dad at times.
6) starting my 1st tennis class tmmr, hopefully won't hv any typhoone.
7) old place is not feeling well again.. shit, will go see a doc tmmr.
8) reseraching on contiune study in sept.
9) fam co. won the law suit. yay. relieved.
10) i miss my grandma alot. more than ever.
11) cell group this coming sat.. invited new comers, excited!!
12) table for 8? another way for money. great stuff!
1) Strelizia is moving... step by step
- kitchen, emer, wetstop,kaplan, kishor? hi-car? penny brochure? ms. yuen?
2) omp.. x aaaa? had 1st meeting with kot. very nice guy n i got lots n lots ot do to prep. take this chance or not? great opportunity.
3) jac is comign back to hk in aug, can't wait to meet her!
4) glen too, with suki
5) francis moved to sh, n i promoised him to call up his dad at times.
6) starting my 1st tennis class tmmr, hopefully won't hv any typhoone.
7) old place is not feeling well again.. shit, will go see a doc tmmr.
8) reseraching on contiune study in sept.
9) fam co. won the law suit. yay. relieved.
10) i miss my grandma alot. more than ever.
11) cell group this coming sat.. invited new comers, excited!!
12) table for 8? another way for money. great stuff!
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