Celebration of my 30th bday:
tivo & melting pot- great ppl. bad hang over.
n went to tutor big cow at 10am. amazing... then tutor at EC from 3-5. amazing.
balalaika - family. crazy russian music.
work
-igoo
-strelitzia
-big cow
-ec
-omp
never been so busy before.
health
-horrible neck allergy.. may be due to stress.
church
-enjoying worship team & cell group
praise the lord.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
ch.266 blah
have u ever sat infront of the computer from the moment you woke up till... the moment u closed your eyes?
that's my life for now.
blah.
that's my life for now.
blah.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
ch.265 30's blues
I like music. I go to live Gigs to enjoy music with friends and a glass of red wine on my hand.
With music, friends and red wine on my side, i feel like i m on top of the world and everything else, is left behind.
Was talking to my aunt about my recent feeling and she said i m having my "30's blues". yes, i think i m hving that indeed. i m easy to cry, feeling abit depress at times and always compare myself to others.. my friends. Not a good feeling at all. This jobless thing, entrepreneur adventure, working at home idea.... somehow is dragging me? or is it just somethign i made up for my laziness. My excuse of not getting a "job". What exactly m i passionate about? What do I want to do with my life? As Jen said, are we going for a mediocore life? R we so not easy to satisfy? We r not feeling content. Do we know what we want? I think this "30's blues" is conteminating. My friends are hving similar symtoms as well, always questioning about the presence status.
May be coz we can't be easily content? May be after critizing all the rest of the ppl, we r the ones who r not passionate about life and hv no clue of what we want? Yes, i know i should pray n give my burdens to G but i think i should change my attitude and do somethign too.
o, this blues is somewhat low... the sound of it is making me sick.
With music, friends and red wine on my side, i feel like i m on top of the world and everything else, is left behind.
Was talking to my aunt about my recent feeling and she said i m having my "30's blues". yes, i think i m hving that indeed. i m easy to cry, feeling abit depress at times and always compare myself to others.. my friends. Not a good feeling at all. This jobless thing, entrepreneur adventure, working at home idea.... somehow is dragging me? or is it just somethign i made up for my laziness. My excuse of not getting a "job". What exactly m i passionate about? What do I want to do with my life? As Jen said, are we going for a mediocore life? R we so not easy to satisfy? We r not feeling content. Do we know what we want? I think this "30's blues" is conteminating. My friends are hving similar symtoms as well, always questioning about the presence status.
May be coz we can't be easily content? May be after critizing all the rest of the ppl, we r the ones who r not passionate about life and hv no clue of what we want? Yes, i know i should pray n give my burdens to G but i think i should change my attitude and do somethign too.
o, this blues is somewhat low... the sound of it is making me sick.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
ch.264 Be genuine
you never know when you'll meet your "chance".
along the path of your life, you meet many people. Some you remember but don't keep in touch; some you don't want to remmeber, but they always pop up in your mind; some you met and will never meet again; some you hung out wiht all the time but you never do now; some you met during 1 occasion and the friendship last forever; some you meet everyweek, but just don't click. There are many many occassions that you'll meet people. There are so many ppl appeared in your life, and you'll never know how they will lead you life into another path.
I met FS & Ken 2 yrs ago for a project. That project last for 8 months and we got along very well. Thx to fb n msn, we still keep in touch after the project is over. WE don't hang out but we keep each other updated on what's going on and shout out on fb at times.
Today, i went to FS's place to check out his dog (who bite me!!! yes, there was blood involved!) and of coz to get my macbook pro back. He asked me to be his producer. that's great. realy. never thought about that. I actaully got myself invovled with the "cool" people. MY definition of cool is those amazing talents that work in the industry. The top of the cream. I guess it's my genuinity that made people likes to be friedns with me. When i think about it, well, of coz i clicked wtih them as well.. but there were other ppl involved in taht project and somehow i m the only one who stuck around n actaully keeps up with the freindship. I think being genuine to people lead to good end.
This also applies to the previous project at EM. Finished the project, went to client's office to chit chat and follow up and the client introduced me to her collegaue and now i got another job. OF coz i spent 100% care on this project and people do now. Fakig it doesn't work, my dear friends. please stop it. Just be genuine and things will lead you to a good end. You don't when but when time comes, you'll be amazed.
God is definitely the source of my discipline. So if you duno Him, get to know Him.
along the path of your life, you meet many people. Some you remember but don't keep in touch; some you don't want to remmeber, but they always pop up in your mind; some you met and will never meet again; some you hung out wiht all the time but you never do now; some you met during 1 occasion and the friendship last forever; some you meet everyweek, but just don't click. There are many many occassions that you'll meet people. There are so many ppl appeared in your life, and you'll never know how they will lead you life into another path.
I met FS & Ken 2 yrs ago for a project. That project last for 8 months and we got along very well. Thx to fb n msn, we still keep in touch after the project is over. WE don't hang out but we keep each other updated on what's going on and shout out on fb at times.
Today, i went to FS's place to check out his dog (who bite me!!! yes, there was blood involved!) and of coz to get my macbook pro back. He asked me to be his producer. that's great. realy. never thought about that. I actaully got myself invovled with the "cool" people. MY definition of cool is those amazing talents that work in the industry. The top of the cream. I guess it's my genuinity that made people likes to be friedns with me. When i think about it, well, of coz i clicked wtih them as well.. but there were other ppl involved in taht project and somehow i m the only one who stuck around n actaully keeps up with the freindship. I think being genuine to people lead to good end.
This also applies to the previous project at EM. Finished the project, went to client's office to chit chat and follow up and the client introduced me to her collegaue and now i got another job. OF coz i spent 100% care on this project and people do now. Fakig it doesn't work, my dear friends. please stop it. Just be genuine and things will lead you to a good end. You don't when but when time comes, you'll be amazed.
God is definitely the source of my discipline. So if you duno Him, get to know Him.
Friday, September 11, 2009
ch.263 need a man?
my macbook pro is here. I m feeling all good and happy and can't wait to get everything installed and work with my new baby. I m using a usb modem to get online coz it's more flexible and I can go online anywhere. WEll, apparently, that usb modem coulnd't be used in my old mac G4 coz my G4 is too outdated. So, for the past 4 months, i've been using a PC to go online and it's quite frustrating to transfer files from mac then to pc just to email them out. So, i m quite excited to have my new macbookrpo here so that i can do everything by 1 computer.
but crap! the OS of my new mac is TOO NEW and i coulnd't get online because the modem doesn't support this OS. yet. So i went to 3 and asked wth? n they said they hv no idea when the modem will be compatible with the OS.
can u understand my 無奈ness? i was pissed. it's just too ridiculous to happen. seriously.
Well, all these happened when FS was here. I had lunch with him and then showed him my grandpa's rolleiflex. He cleaned it n said he can help fix it. Then he helped me to install my wifi printer. Then he brought my mac home n helped me to reinstall OS and other softwares.
well, there's nothing between us, i m pretty sure about that. But, it's good to hv a man around to help out.
but crap! the OS of my new mac is TOO NEW and i coulnd't get online because the modem doesn't support this OS. yet. So i went to 3 and asked wth? n they said they hv no idea when the modem will be compatible with the OS.
can u understand my 無奈ness? i was pissed. it's just too ridiculous to happen. seriously.
Well, all these happened when FS was here. I had lunch with him and then showed him my grandpa's rolleiflex. He cleaned it n said he can help fix it. Then he helped me to install my wifi printer. Then he brought my mac home n helped me to reinstall OS and other softwares.
well, there's nothing between us, i m pretty sure about that. But, it's good to hv a man around to help out.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
ch.262 signs of aging
OK, so i m approaching to my 30.... for less than 17 days.
recently, withint these few months, i see the "signs" of .. huh.. umm.. getting more mature.. both phyically & mentally.
Sign #1: rashes
I have never had rashes ever in my life. All of a sudden, since last week, out of nowhere, rashes started to appear around my neck.. there's this one that totally looks like a hicky (ha)n then some at the back n on the side of my neck. My goodness,and they are itchy too! i think the weather is one of the causes since it's been so darn hot these few days. "Warnings" of heat wave were in hk continuous for 9 days!
Sign #2: AllerIES
I am never allergic to ANYTHING. ALl of a sudden, starting this year, actually after 29, i m suddenly allegic to lobster. yes, lobster, good that i dun hv that too often. And i think shell animals in general.. coz i found my throat is feeling irritated after eating the tasty fresh shrimp tipped with tomato sauce.. o.. how i miss that. Other than the shell food, i m also allergic to dust. HA! yes, to dust. the 1st month i moved to my grandma's place, i sneezed off almost 1 box of tissue paper everyday after i woke up. Everything's fine after the maid cleaned te curtain.
Sign #3: Hot drinks only
no matter how crazy hot it is in hk, i only order hot drinks. Either that or alcohol. haha. Dun feel like hving cold drinks at all.
Sign #4: Bitter melon tastes pretty good, babe.
so I heard when u get mature, ur taste buds start to be less sensitive and u'll enjoy eating bitter food more. I started to eat bitter melon last year.
Sign #5: Family aging.. or dying
My dad is getting so much older n so are my aunts and uncles. It's not easy to cope with the reality seeing someone that was so youthful and now deteriorating days after days. Went to the cemetary to visit my grandpa & grandma, n my grandpa's sisters & husband. The whole generation is now back home. a.. i miss them so much.
Sign #6: Friends starting to have kids and they got on ur nerves!
Not many of my freinds are married. Some just got married for 1-2 yrs and blessed as they are, their next gerneation will be joining our big party next year. A small amount of my friends got kids that are a few years old, they r cute but i dun think i m ready to hv my own child. .. hmm.. when will i be ready?
Sign #7: "Kids" are getting married too!
Friends who are younger than me are getting married. Period.
Sign #8: no more K.
It's a waste of time & money.. well, to me, it is. I will go to birthday K or big group gathering K, but if u asked me what I'd do duing my free time, "K" is not in my dictionary. That's a sign becuase i used to go K every week when i was in highschool.. i go for drinking parties every weeknd during uni years. haha.
Sign #9: Love spending money on good food with good friends for a good time chat.
So enjoyable. live music is one of the elements too. I like opening a bottle of red with a friend n just enjoy the music n chit chat for the whole night.
Sign #10: Thinking about What's going on with my life.
most of my friends hv this question during this year... got a job, stable life. go to work, go out for drinks n dinner n parties, back to work, go out, back to work. What's more in life? everyone's starting to "think".
recently, withint these few months, i see the "signs" of .. huh.. umm.. getting more mature.. both phyically & mentally.
Sign #1: rashes
I have never had rashes ever in my life. All of a sudden, since last week, out of nowhere, rashes started to appear around my neck.. there's this one that totally looks like a hicky (ha)n then some at the back n on the side of my neck. My goodness,and they are itchy too! i think the weather is one of the causes since it's been so darn hot these few days. "Warnings" of heat wave were in hk continuous for 9 days!
Sign #2: AllerIES
I am never allergic to ANYTHING. ALl of a sudden, starting this year, actually after 29, i m suddenly allegic to lobster. yes, lobster, good that i dun hv that too often. And i think shell animals in general.. coz i found my throat is feeling irritated after eating the tasty fresh shrimp tipped with tomato sauce.. o.. how i miss that. Other than the shell food, i m also allergic to dust. HA! yes, to dust. the 1st month i moved to my grandma's place, i sneezed off almost 1 box of tissue paper everyday after i woke up. Everything's fine after the maid cleaned te curtain.
Sign #3: Hot drinks only
no matter how crazy hot it is in hk, i only order hot drinks. Either that or alcohol. haha. Dun feel like hving cold drinks at all.
Sign #4: Bitter melon tastes pretty good, babe.
so I heard when u get mature, ur taste buds start to be less sensitive and u'll enjoy eating bitter food more. I started to eat bitter melon last year.
Sign #5: Family aging.. or dying
My dad is getting so much older n so are my aunts and uncles. It's not easy to cope with the reality seeing someone that was so youthful and now deteriorating days after days. Went to the cemetary to visit my grandpa & grandma, n my grandpa's sisters & husband. The whole generation is now back home. a.. i miss them so much.
Sign #6: Friends starting to have kids and they got on ur nerves!
Not many of my freinds are married. Some just got married for 1-2 yrs and blessed as they are, their next gerneation will be joining our big party next year. A small amount of my friends got kids that are a few years old, they r cute but i dun think i m ready to hv my own child. .. hmm.. when will i be ready?
Sign #7: "Kids" are getting married too!
Friends who are younger than me are getting married. Period.
Sign #8: no more K.
It's a waste of time & money.. well, to me, it is. I will go to birthday K or big group gathering K, but if u asked me what I'd do duing my free time, "K" is not in my dictionary. That's a sign becuase i used to go K every week when i was in highschool.. i go for drinking parties every weeknd during uni years. haha.
Sign #9: Love spending money on good food with good friends for a good time chat.
So enjoyable. live music is one of the elements too. I like opening a bottle of red with a friend n just enjoy the music n chit chat for the whole night.
Sign #10: Thinking about What's going on with my life.
most of my friends hv this question during this year... got a job, stable life. go to work, go out for drinks n dinner n parties, back to work, go out, back to work. What's more in life? everyone's starting to "think".
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