Date: Mid autumn festival, sept 18, 2005, sunday
Place: my dad's place at lam tsuen
What: BBQ
Weather: partly rainy, not too hot
didn't expect my dad to throw me a bday party tonite. i thought it was just going to be a mid autumn fest family gathering. i was pretty surprised and touched. i really love them. everyone seemed so old tonite..grandma, dad, aunt julie, uncle tim...but not my bro. haha.. he's still stupid looking. anyway.. just that.. i m realizing.. i m getting ollder and ihave more responsiblities to bare and i need to get myself ready.
Monday, September 19, 2005
Friday, September 16, 2005
ch. 80 keep learning
growing up is tough.
so many situations have to face, so many decisions to make.
no more daddy, no more mommy, only you, yourslef alone.
i m glad that i m confuse, if no confusion, i duno wht God has given me. i can't be clear on what i want and see clearly who is really there for me. acatully, everyone's there for me .. so i m very blessed.
life is so much 'crazier' in hk. so MANY ups and downs. so many surprises. so many decisions. or may be it's not about hk, it's about growing up.
how's everyone handling? i m still learning.
so many situations have to face, so many decisions to make.
no more daddy, no more mommy, only you, yourslef alone.
i m glad that i m confuse, if no confusion, i duno wht God has given me. i can't be clear on what i want and see clearly who is really there for me. acatully, everyone's there for me .. so i m very blessed.
life is so much 'crazier' in hk. so MANY ups and downs. so many surprises. so many decisions. or may be it's not about hk, it's about growing up.
how's everyone handling? i m still learning.
Monday, September 12, 2005
ch.79 back to my blog
haven't blogged for ages. i guess it's mainly because of the crazy workload. just dun wanna turn on the computer at home after work.. i guess u guys understand.
well, so here's some update of moi:
1) still with T. haha
yah, can't believe, it's been 7 months already. and i think we r doing better. lots of htings have happened between me n him, actually to me and to him. we both acted as each other's supporter and things r doing pretty well.
2) change of attitude
i dont' want to work in this comany anymore. i finally reallized that i m not a workaholic. after 9 months of non-stop working. i think my limit is reached. the out come is not worth my input.. working for such long hours almost every single day, can't even do my basic, simpliest stuff as a person, ie. go to the bank. this is just unhuman. and yes, i'll quit. the goodness of the creative director cannot overcome the bitterness and crazyness of this work environment. acatully, i m thinking if i m gd for this industry. this is wht i m concern about these days. Those who came back from Tor, whom have met me, all said that i m a workaholic. but nah, i dun think so. i think i can be one, but i dun wanna be one. i need my life back.
3) living with my bro
yah, moved for 3 months already. same area in homantin, pretty close to my grandma. very convenience location acatully. glad to live w/ my bro. he's annoying at times but it's ok, we still worked things out.
well, so here's some update of moi:
1) still with T. haha
yah, can't believe, it's been 7 months already. and i think we r doing better. lots of htings have happened between me n him, actually to me and to him. we both acted as each other's supporter and things r doing pretty well.
2) change of attitude
i dont' want to work in this comany anymore. i finally reallized that i m not a workaholic. after 9 months of non-stop working. i think my limit is reached. the out come is not worth my input.. working for such long hours almost every single day, can't even do my basic, simpliest stuff as a person, ie. go to the bank. this is just unhuman. and yes, i'll quit. the goodness of the creative director cannot overcome the bitterness and crazyness of this work environment. acatully, i m thinking if i m gd for this industry. this is wht i m concern about these days. Those who came back from Tor, whom have met me, all said that i m a workaholic. but nah, i dun think so. i think i can be one, but i dun wanna be one. i need my life back.
3) living with my bro
yah, moved for 3 months already. same area in homantin, pretty close to my grandma. very convenience location acatully. glad to live w/ my bro. he's annoying at times but it's ok, we still worked things out.
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