Wednesday, December 15, 2004

ch. 43 blessed

Downoloaded this software called "e-sword" today, my cousin told me about it. It's a software that helps u to serach the Bible. acatully, it got tons of feautres, eg. power search, commentaries, dictionary, map, all kinds of things.

it's amazing the number of times the word "bless" appeared in the old and new testaments. It happens to appear more in the old than in the new. it acatulyl only appeared 8 times in the new testament. Why is that? People did not want to be blessed in the new testament? No, it's because we are blessed already! The Lord has blessed us and have sent His only son to be with us. In Matthew 28, verse 19-20, it says: " Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptising them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with your always, to the very end of the age." The Lord has already told us He is gonna be with us "always, to the very end of the age." The disciples know that and so the word "blessed" is less said in the new testament. However, peopel in today's world do not really pick this up. We always say "God bless, may the Lord bless you... etc." We WANT the Lord to bless us, but the thing is the Lord has blessed us ALREADY. Our attitude should not be "o, Lord, please bless me, bless the people... " but should be " O Lord, thank you for blessing me/us, how should I/we repay you?" Do not be discourage by what you are facing, because you are blessed by the Lord. You cannot see the big picture of what the Lord has planned for you, why bothered by this tiny obstacle and lose faith but rather u shold think about how you can repay the Lord?

Sunday, December 12, 2004

ch.42 concertsss

o man, went to two concerts yesterday and today. AWESOME!

FIRST one = 達明一派's concert.
they have this theme of "working for the public" and they asked the audience to dress as the peopel who work for the public, ie. construction people, doctors, etc. There were some hardcore fans did it. Some dressed like ER people, China volleyball team, a raindeer and construstion people. so much fun~ The music of 達明 was great too. The flow was awesome, it's a total fit. All the songs were planned in the perfect timing. It was more like a party than a concert, everyone just stood up and danced. Amazing. 刈以達 was so funny! He didn't have to say a word but just stood there, ppl laughed like crazy. The crowd went more crazy after he said something silly and went mad when he said a song.

SECOND one = 2pm-10pm outdoor concert
man, i m so tired now coz just got back. Lots of singers were there.. mostly from taiwan. They were good. Different from 達明, but much more fun! The location was at west kowloon helicopter place. It's this super big open air space which got a great view of the hk island. And since the xmas decorations r on now, even prettier. I was there since 2 something n stayed till the end, which was around 10pm. It's more a rock n roll concert and the crowd went crazy with the bands. jumping in the air, shaking heads, and screaming from the top of the lung were things that ppl did most of the time. I was at the center of the crowd and yes, i did followed them to do the same thing. It was fun. I definitely used it to release my stress and so i screamed like crazy. How cool to have a chance like that to scream as loud as i could and people would scream with me. haha. There were fire works too.. so pretty. Danny Summer was there and he was the climax! haha. He sang 交叉點, leslie n benny totally know the lyrics and sang the whole song with him together.. haha. 張震嶽 was the 2nd climax, ppl went soo DIN! me too. haha. it was great fun!

Friday, December 10, 2004

ch.41 late niter

i miss working at late late hours.

Always worked till the morning when i was in toronto for the school assignments. like lots of other ppl, i enjoyed the "loneliness" at nite, the feeling of absolute silence, freedom and zero disturbtion.

It's 4:40am rite now and i m still up. Working on these 'assignmetns" for my interview at bodyshop. It's due tmmr and i just got them done. I m definitely a deadline-oriented person. my brain doesn't work well when i have too much time. however, ideas just keep rushing in when the deadline is approaching.. say 1 day before dealine. lol. i love this feeling tho. I usually spend lots of time to brainstorm before "the-day-when-my-brain-works", i kept thinking about wht i can do, but usualyl nothing good comes up.

anyway, just that really miss working and staying up late. I m still very awake rite now.. may be coz i had a cup of coffe at 10pm? :P

gotta keep sending resumes. gotta keep sending resumes. gotta keep sending resumes.
gotta keep my faith. gotta keep my faith. gotta keep my faith. gotta keep my faith.
gotta live in the moment. gotta live in the moment. gotta live in the moment.
must read more. must read more. must read more. must read more.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

ch.40 Jesue, all for Jesus

"Jesus, all for Jesus
All I am and have
And ever hope to be

All of my ambitions, hopes and plans
I surrender these
into your hands

For it's only in
Your will that I am free
For it's only in
Your will that I am free"

This is a worship song i learnt from urbana 03 and was sang last sunday at my church worship service. A very good reminder, my freinds. Don't you let yourself lose faith.

Have been having interviews these days, got some from good companies... it's amazing to meet the ppl who interviewed me already, let alone getting the job. well, no offers yet, but i'll see.

Miss u all~