ch. 88 Compatibility

M i compabtible with T?

i think at the beginning of the relationship, we talked about that, acatully, he talked about that.. he said wht makes the relationship work is to have good foundation and we r compatible. hmm... compatible as in we complete each other... it's not the chessy, goose bump saying.. he meant that he takes care of the external thigns and i take care of the internal.. and that makes a good team and that's compatible in his definition. i somekind agree and so far, things r working well between us because i m better at doign the small things.. i m more attention to details n he is soooo not. is that compatible? i hmm.... i just think that within comptaible, there's also comprimising, undertstanding, tolerating, forgiving, and not too great expectation of the other half... too much expectation leads to too great of disappointment n pain... n yah, i learn not to expect too much from T and everything else is bonus. haha..eg. i will not expect him for any romance and him bringing me out to Sphagetti house is a bonus. wahaha..

ch.87 YIPEE~~

My freind whom i've known since gr. 3 just rang me and told me that SHE IS GETTING MARRIED next yr !!!

i m soooo happy for her. She's one of my best friends that lasted for almost 20 yrs! 20 YEARS! wow. Me and her and three other girls were "the GANG" since gr 3 - gr 6.. and then she immigrated to new zealand and then me to toronto and then other girls to vancouver. We havent' seen each other since gr. 7. and then in this few yrs, allof us went back to HK to work and "the GANG" is back again. It is amazing how we all can enjoy each other's company w/o any stranger-feeling after all these years. And now, this girl, whom is the closest to me among all, is getting married!!! The feeling is amazing.

I duno how we could keep in touch for so many years, when i told my other friends, they were all amazed. Most have lost contact with freinds from HK after they immirgrated. I m really thankful for this relationship~ :)

ch.86 i m old and lost and have no money... can i be a child again?

at this moment, i m still refusing to grow up. so many things i needa take care by myself.. argh... so much better when i could just leave everythign to my mom and dad. ... but apparently, i can't now.
God, pls grant me wisdom for all the decision making, which way I can most glorify you? Please give me some hints...

ch.85 miracle life

i love this stability.

seems like everything's fine now.

I m enjoying this. God is good to us. The more I think about it, the more i think God has performed miracles.

ch.84 O, Happy Day

Tommy 決志 today!

OMG.

OMG.

Praise the LORD!

He came back from San Fran last thurs and today's the first time he came back to church. We had our drama team workshop today and had a good time trying to act. (We'll have X'mas drama at church! a professional HK Theatre actress, who's one of our fellowship members, is holding workshop to teach us, so much fun and blessed~) Anyway, after the workshop, we had our prayer time. I duno why, when it's time for ppl to say out what they wanna pray for, I immediately shout out loud to the ppl, first. i told them that Tommy is starting his job next Tues! everyone's happy for him. and then, since T's cantonese is not that good and so i kept talking (wahhaah.. ) and out of nowhere, i said to the ppl, pls pray for T's learning about God, i talked to him and he said he belived in God but still not too sure. n then, suddenly, this brother, who's actaully devoted himself as a missionary and he's studying theology now, asked T the questions. without hesitation, T said yes, he believes that God resurrected from the dead, that he accepted God as his personal saviour forever. N the brother immediately asked T to pray with him, saying after him, n T said yes. I was speechless. It was totally out of my imagination. I was just asking them to pray for Tommy and out of nowhere, Tommy said yes to the Lord.

I am speechless, Lord. You are truly one amazing, full of blessings, Lord.

Pls lead me and T to live our lives fully for You, Lord.

ch.83 GZ

finally started the Guangzhou project.

Today's my first day to GZ. Went there to interview the big boss of WCL . went there at 8:30am, got there at 10:30am.. n then back home at 6:30pm. What a tiring day. having sorethroat as well... aiya.. from cherry, i think. cherry's my co-worker.. a gal who is actually very similar to me but abit more "think it out loud". Anyway, i m feeling not too gd rite now.. just got back from bday dinner of my aunt, had a gd time = gd food. i hope i dind't make them sick as well. lol. my thinking is very fragmentated rite now coz i think i needa sleep. O, n janet is finally married! saw the pix of her wedding day from grace, seems like it was a very fun filling nite. i m so happy for her. O, n my T is having interview in HK, i pray for and with him about this and hopefully he could get it.

bloggin is fun,i like talking to myself. haha.

ch.82 back to bloggin'

Suddenly felt like bloggin again.

I have changed... so much. I was reading my blogs and I was quite different right now.

I've changed job. Working as AE at a marketing solutions company.
still with T. but so much further away... yet connects with our hearts.
lost weight.. due to uncountable stomach flu.. hk is such a dirty place.
permed my hair ... luckily not like a c9.
having lots of ups n downs... closed myself to myself.

I need to open. please give me courage to open.

What I am doing right now, doesn't feel good.