Tuesday, January 29, 2008

ch.158 work work work

work work work... i think i've spent less time on FB these days. haha. stopped procrastinating on FB but doing actual work.

how nice to work hard. workin hard to earn measurable money is great. however, if the money and workload is not balance n the company can't promise me anything or just promise me on things that i can't really see. hmm.. may be i shd start thinking for myself more and go look for another challenge. What to do god? pls guide me. I needa find my way out on this. Or keep me content with my work.

going to GZ tmmr again taking the train at 730am. gosh. gd experience that i can brag about later on in life. hopefully will have no trouble at GZ tmmr as the train stations will packed with people who couldn't go home due to the terrible weather. ppl in MJ seems to like working with me. i m gd at my job!

can't communicate with lots of ppl lately. love to communicate withe doc sam tho. haha. and patrick seem to be a better person these days. God is helping me with my work for sure as i pray more, the better i m. but i m gonna seek for direction from him for my career. pls let me know where and what to do. i m definitely on Your call.

shanghai sounds like a gd idea. but will there be any opportunity at all? going to sh doesn't mean throwing myself into the fire... eventho s+e is there and i'd love to spend time with him. haha. he'd be a cool frd and i do hv frds at sh now and all of them are offering places for me to stay! man, i m doing pretty gd as a person, i guess. haha. cheers!

Friday, January 25, 2008

Ch.157 waiting

waiting to go off work.... can't believe the ppl booked dai bin lo at 9pm!! MY GOSH! gum gar....
hungry.
...
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gotta pray for doc sam's dad. He got serious duodenum problems and hv to be hospitalized now.

HKEJ... s+e got this awesome chance to work as a CD as the fashion journal. so happy for him! duno y. just very very happy for him wor. haha.

sor lor fan shu called and asked me to tell him places to eat at cwb.. lolz..

it's very fun to talk to these 2.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

ch.156 good food

went to hv dinner with elaine and angie tonite at a shanghai restaurant. O.. super gd food. i have always love sh food and we had just the right proportion and what a great night to enjoy good food. I m a easily content person. I m happy when i have good food.

the stock market dropped alot today and most likely will drop more later. talked to s+e about that and that guy is against ppl who buy stock with the purpose of gaining easy money. i agree with his theory gair. haha. anyway, yes, still talking to him and i have never initiated any conversation la.. always him. may be, may be will go to tibet together. duno. well, francis is interesting to go as well. have spent so much money lately and i need to stop spedning so much. stop eating out and start cooking. Elaine had given me some easy to cook receipes today. i will start cooking on my own.. real food as in just water boiled brocoli. haha.

goign to gz tmmr and i m getting my passion back. really wanna make things work out and i will try my best to do so. gotta pray for wisdom and courage and persisitency for this decision.

started jogging last wknd and i love the feeling afterwards. feel very good after sweating.

i think i have reallly let go of the past relationship now. things arenew and i m lookin forward for all the great challenges. i m so glad i got good frds. jovi is really a cool bro. haha.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

ch.155 88

88 to high hand. dun wanna waste time on bad guy.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

ch.154 Post-BJ

BJ was good. very cold but i love it. love walking in the cold with the feeling of being in a dream. my eye sights were blurry and the things infront of me were unreal. ancient temple in the down town area, next to the newly built national theatre. taxi driver talking about culture value and standing next to a 10 times bigger sculputre head. having lamb hot pot with s+e and walking in the cold with him. unreal.

interesting guy, we r interested in each other for sure but i like him more than he likes me. life is funny. why m i always involved in complicated relationships? i m just thinking too much acatully.

Tommy is back to the states, hving his new life. and i hv pretty much moved on. being single is good for my career. i shd lolic and work hard for my gz opportunity and hopefully, cross my finger, gotta work in shanghai.

talking to edwin was nice. he's a very interesting old man. fully confidence, powerful and ppl r scared of him eventho he has a great personality. spening his time in france hving his own wine bar and enjoying his life.

watched quite alot of movies these days, love "the blueberry night". watched "the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind" again and finally felt the story and love it. "reign over me" was a surprise, didn't expect adam sandler to be such a gd actor. the story was moving too, "can't they see the guy was just heart broken?".. argh.. love is a funny thing, it can torture you and make you happy in a change of 1 sec.

read quite some bks as well. Just finsiehd "The present" tonight, looking forward to finish "The accidental masterpiece" and "Jackie pullinger". Nicely content and make me think alot more. Reading is definitely something that i'll keep up. Have missed too much when i was with T. i'll learn from the Past and enjoy the Present and create my Future. :) I'll start the book club with jen. love to share thinking with frds.

had a great dinner with doc. sam tonight. enjoy his presence alot. very comfortable talking to him. too bad i'll be moving to destination soon.. will miss him.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

ch.153 cycle

a family cycle? GAH.

i like the feeling.

Saturday, January 05, 2008

ch.152 luvin' blueberry

watched the movie with how last night. missed the beginning of the movie but man, i enjoyed the movie so much. i was so into the movie. the slow motion showing the reaction of the actors, the director really got it. wht i experienced made me fell in love with the movie. watching it with how was gd too, we both understand the story so well coz our experience definitely helped. sigh.

how do ppl remember me? jude remember nora as a gal who loves the blueberry pie... i wonder how would he remember me as? yes, it's abit cheesy but i fell for that. ha.

talked to my boss about Christianity again today. learning how to praise in bad times is really hard.

i figured i got a lot of opportunities to talk to ppl about God these days. it's amazing. God listen to prayer.

Friday, January 04, 2008

ch.151 i need prayers

hmm.. just found out things about s+e.

had a great talk with francis tho. talked to him about his 1st love and their re-match. haha. it was cool. gotta be closer with him. haha. feel gd talking to him. coz he's a nice guy. nice and simple.

argh.. y m i always drawn to bad guys. o gosh. i dun wanna repeat fyn's style.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

ch.150 1st day of 08

drunk, taxi home and dun remmeber wht time it was. puked on the taxi and i am so not gonna do this again.

woke up by dad's call (shd be me calling him .. aiya.. ) and then had lunch with grandma and chris chris at royal garden. It was good. Chris told me how to cook pasta, his tips from learning from chef of sabatini. very nice. I'll try that. then walked around tst with grandma. love hanging out with her. she's the best. i m gald she could walk for so long as well, next time i'll bring her to have chai chan tang's milk tea and bubble tea. she's so cool.

arrived at statue square at around 6pm. it was my first time to stay there for so long.. usually just pass by that place in a rush. today it looks great, with all the lights on (those on thebuidlings) and then sitting down and looking up, it was magnificent. the worship lead by EEC worship team was great. worship is something that i need to bring more friends to, must share this experience with them.

wasn't too happy these days, when i sang "you give and take away, u give and take away, my heart is to say, blessed be your name" yes lord, u give and take away, w/ reasons that i dun understand. i m learning to praise you thru the give n take. praise u thru gd and bad. this is wht i need to do from 08 and tell my frds about it.

blessed to be able togo back to grandma's place for dinner. it was just instant noodles with left overs but the love was more than anything. watched the tvb drama with her was fun.

found that my eye sight became not clear after leaving grandma's home. everythign all of a sudden became fussier. hmm.. i'll go see an eye doc later for professional consultation.

called mom earlier today, but only left a msg. shd call her again later.

o, n i got a new GATE!! nice job! :)

Monday, December 31, 2007

ch.149 blessed

my bro and ar so just gave me a nice tea set. i got what i wanted when i wanted it. i feel so blessed. yes, it's a small thing but i got satisfy easily and i just feel so good about this.

had a great dinner with family also. i cherrish my time with my family. I am reading the book "90 minutes in Heaven", again, it reminded me how blessed my life is and i am. I m a healthy individual, got enough of what i needed and have a lovely family. God is good to me. and i shd look forward to my days in heaven as there will only be happiness and peacefulness up there. This makes me even treausre my days on earth more, no matter good or bad, suffer or happiness, i'm gonna enjoy the full process. This is God's gift to me and i'll love the way it is.

3 more days till T's wedding. this is tough. and the closer the day is, the more i miss s+e. J and I both hv distance problem.

gosh.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

ch.148 spaso + yuen wah

had a great lunch with bez at spaso. the place was out of my expectation, it was great! the appetizer buffet.. mm.. mm.. mm... so yum. the cheese, the meat, the mushroom.. yum yum yum. each of us had 2 dishes and it was just so good. the weather is abit cold today but they got the outdoor fireplace pole so everything was just perfect. We had a great chat and we were there for i duno how long.. what a great day.

then just went shopping with the wife-to-be and she enjoyed the shopping so much that she put on her new boots immediately. haha. just like me.

n i finally got to yuen wah to get the china tea set! i looked for so long and finally made up my mind on this one that got one bkgd with snow beach and tranches. just like the snow peach i saw at lijiang. :) It's great and i m enjoying the tea i got from taipei right now.

hving my cup of chinese tea at my home, watching a movie / reading the book... wht a gd life.

cheers :)

Friday, December 28, 2007

ch.147 bronchitis

hv been coughing alot the past 2 days.
this morning, i've lost my voice.
finally gotta see the doc at 5pm today and i m told to hv bronchitis. argh.
still coughing alot.

didn't go to work today but went ot visit my lovely grandma instead. i love her so much.

waiting for ms. jen to come over. just boiled my first hung-joe-kwai-yuen water... not too bad. but hv room for improvement. hehe.. well, it's gd tho! hehe. so proud of myself. :P

ch.146 xmas 07

21st
4pm - 4am: wil's wedding banquet: MC with the ego papa. the wedding went well n the after party was super fun! haha..

22nd
9:30am - 1pm: @ the airport, waiting to go to taipei! i stupidly mixed up the time and everyone went there super early like at 930am and then slept at cafe de coral. haha..
1pm - 230am: arrived taipei and settled the hotel and finally went out at 6pm. STARVING and went to sai-mun-ding and enjoyed the food sooo much. went to the 24hrs bkstore till 230am... super tired but it was fun sitting on the stairs and talking to agnes and reading the gals bk. haha

23rd
10am- 230am:had breakfast at "Hi-life" and enjoyed the mao kong gondola with ms. agnes and of coz the tea and the talk and the environment and also the rain with ms. agnes. went to dam-sui and fisherman's wharf with all gals and ate alot at the night market again. love the fried mushrooms. yum. n the ice.. sooo god. n then went to the lounge with curry and ms. agnes and i designed to order fried rice withbeef. haha while having our cosmoplitan. haha.. but of coz, had peanuts instead coz it was like 1am already.

24th
1030am - 7pm: went to 101 and got attracted to the dessert place n actually sat down for 2 of the lovely desserts while we didn't really hv that much time. shop shop shop and eat eat eat. n then enjoyed the mercedes ride to the airport and the movie "Death at a funeral" on the eva plane. it was a funny movie, highly recommend. O, also saw the moon at eye level. so amazing!
11pm - 3am: went to LKF with my gfs tai and benny and also miranda. hehe.. mrs. tai and big ben are my close gfs. and i enjoyed talking to them.. but so damn tired n so went home.

25th
2pm woke up
2 pm - 5pm: home cleaning and unpacking and talked online with s+e :P and ... also met with T. same place. he gave me a gift. everythign went peacfully... a bird shit dropped on his jeans at the end. lolz.. sigh. i'll miss him. it's not easy.
6pm - 11pm: church christmas dinner and celebration. all my family went and also fey fey and ms. jackie. it was definitely a discovery nite for jackoe to me. lol. she met all my family members and even my boss. gosh! the church dinner was great. my bro was the mc. and then mime and the sharing was very heartly. Very good job! God bless. met wiht ms. janet ling as well.. like this gal.
12am - 2am: live jazz @ langham hotel with auntie julie, uncle tim, ms jackie w and fey fey. the same old canadian couple oliver and monique, with the pianist leni. witnessed a bday + proposal at the lounge within the service group. touching. and lovely music.
fey fey stayed over at my place.

26th
12pm: woke up
12 - 2pm: washed the lettuce, boiled coffee, cut the apple and talked to fey fey. and took a shower and get ready to go out.
2pm - 4pm: @ shatin "Fish & Co" at the alfresco style patio with the IFCers. very comfy environment and the weather was so nice also. had penne in tomato sauce but the dish was cold. only the grilled salmon was considered hot. the coffe was ok tho.
4pm - 545pm: RUSH shopping at citysuper for xmas gifts. soooooo rush.
630pm - 11pm: @ kwai fong maxim restaurant with family. grandma's church function. it was actually pretty nice. i miss my brother alot. he is so much fun. and i miss my cousin as well.. they r really so important to me. had a great time with the family again. amazing.
11pm - 1am: watched nanking slaughter with fey fey. when watching how the ppl recalled the memories and some of their footage.. it was just heart broken. n then i felt.. my life is so blessed. and so i m glad that i told T that i've forgave him and i'll keep prayin for him and his family.

Friday, December 21, 2007

ch.145 s+e

had a great talk with him today. seems like i've known him for ages. n it was in depth talking as well. he told me about his childhood, his past, his thoughts... the conversation was just great. duno why he told me all that but the conversation all started with the book that we both read or i m reading.. the "accidental masterpiece".

i m just 1/3 way through the bk n it's written by an art critic that talks about the art pieces in light hearted style. We have to take the best of things, even everything is routine. Observing is different from knowing, which is so true. i always say i like to look at ppl but wht the f i know about ppl. well, the WY project really gave me some inspirational and in depth understanding of ppl. Knowing Gallant is also one interesting experience. knowing s+e, mr. F, mr. R and ms. J and of coz ms. K are defintiely one great experience as well. they r elements of my masterpiece and we all met accidentally. Well, i guess knowing God made me understand that everything is planned by God and nothing is accidental. We of coz have the right to choose right and wrong but everything's in God's plan already.

too bad he's so far.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Ch.144 grandma

i really love my grandma. she's not the typical grandma. yes, she has her grandma thing but her modern thinking just out weighted all other things. i love to hang out with her, i love to hug her, i love to talk to her. She's such a smart woman. And her stories are always interesting. She loves the outdoor. i shd really learn from her and be like her.

Tmmr's wil's wedding. just bought the dress today. ha. very last minute and very me.

o.. i think i still L T. o gosh. pls help me lord.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

ch.143 camila

today's camila's baptism. i was touched when i saw her. i cried. it was amazing to see how God has worked on His time on ppl that i gave up. This is truly amazing as Camila was telling me how she wanted her parents to belive also. God is truly one amazing God. He really got His team of angels around. After tonite, i think i've really need to let go and forgive about Tommy. I still keep praying for him and his family as i beleive that God has His time and plan. I really wanna emial T about what'sin my mind. I also wanna bring jasmine, samuele and the rest of the ppl that i know whom doesn'tknowGod yet to church. Lord, pls guide and teach me how to do so. Francis and Ken shdbe a gd chocie. Acatulyl jasmine as well but she's too self protective. Lord, pls teach me wht and how to do it. This is such a big challenge.


had a gd time with Tai and Benny tonite. Those 2 r really my gd gd old frds. can talked about anything and everyhting. argh.. what a gd relationship my Lord has prepared for me. I keep them in my prayersas well.


life is too short, i think i shd realyl emial T about what i think. I keep praying for him and his family..just want him to know that God is still in his life and with him.


Dear Lord, pls help me and guard me. I want S+e and francis to know more about you as well, pls teach me.

Friday, December 14, 2007

ch.142 30th bday

today is howard's 30th bday. went to La Marron with him. had fa grais, rabbit meat, wild mushroom rissotto, mussels in white wine sauce, bread!!, soffle, apple crumble, mushroom soup, escargot... all are good food! pretty happy nite.

2nd round went with FYN, my lovely fyn, and deb.. it was so back to the old days... old times, gd times.

wil's getting married this sunday.. man, o man... remember the old days when he was with deb.. c'est la vie.

T is going back to the states. still praying for him and his family.

Hopefuly i'll see S+E next week... God, pls guide me.

c'est la vie. c'est la vie.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

ch.141 bad day bad day

it's only wednesday...

argh.. the ladies..

n my stupid mistakes.. argh..

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

ch.140 Philip

had our 2nd singing practice for wil's wedding. Philip came tonight. i m so glad he came coz he really pointed out wht's wrong and helped us improved. Met his daughter, Abby, as well. very nice fingers.. 2 yrs old but only weight 18lbs. very nice to meet Philip. very nice. Wish i could have met him earlier.

Sunday, December 09, 2007

ch. 139 2 weeks of EQ camp

finally back.
got some quotes from the ppl i worked with.

no light no shadow no photo. Sandy
Men r like onions, u cry as u pill each layers off, and at then end, u realized they got no hearts. Yoyo
mo sai jor. Yoyo
dun argue with me, i know exactly what i m talking about. LC
release your soul, release your mind. Ringo (when taking pic)
ngor ho happy ar. Elaine after drunk
i know exactly what i m doing. Jas
Change location. LC (when it's 11:30pm for tmmr's 9am shot)
me and her 8 che ng gap. Fan-shyu
me n u r the same type of ppl. Sandy
Dai suk how Q farn. Elaine
ng ho sit bei kuen. Sofie
da fun gong jair. paparazzi