Living alone is good, i hv the freedom to do whatever whenever. Moving out the 3rd time, i realized, I've grown up mentally.
1. I can sleep on the sofa till rigt after work n woke up at 4am n then sleep walk back to my bed to continue my sleep.
2. I can throw all my clothes out on the sofa n other places, actaully, all over the places without any yelling. But of coz i know i have to clean everything up at the end.. but hving a messy place feel quite good.
3. When all blinds are down, i can dress whatever i want.
4. I can cook all the things that I want, esp. when i am living in such a convenient location. Last night, i tried to fried fish fillet, baked sweet potato chips, fried broccoli with lots of garlic, and boiled a soup. The fish tasted good, other that i am not too sure how to control the power of the electronic stove.. n so my pan kinda got burn... but the fish tasted well, i only used salt, pepper and onion to prepare it and it turned out to be quite good. As for the sweet potato chips, i bought those japanese purple one, which the original taste is super sweet already. BUt i failed. the frist round turned out to be burn, yes, n that smelt quite bad.. n then i did ok on the 2nd adn 3rd round, but nothing close to what's described on the cookbook. I'll try again. For my 3rd dish, the fried brocoli, it turned out to be not bad, i tried that before n i think i've gained wisdom from the previous failure and this time, it's more than eatable. haha.. as for the soup, it's very good as usual as i only have to wash all the ingredients, boiled the meat before, n then pour everything in in 1 big bowl. Other than those, i tried those japanese "Mo" beans as well. I found this place that's only selling $8/'gun"! i got lots for $8! those were my snacks for the last wk while i was watching the tvb late night drama. haha.. n today, i boiled the lemongrass ibought from kln city with gigner and ice sugar to make a drink. IT IS SO REFRESHING! it is sooo easy to make and cheap but it turned out to be sooo amazing. I think i m falling in love with cooking coz the feeling of accomplishment is big. PLus i like to eat and try all sorts of things. yay.
5. jogging at 730pm/ 8pm/ 6pm/ anything i want near my home. I told myself I must at least jog/walk around the park 5 times everytime I go and the feeling is very great after exercising.
6. Buying fresh flowers cheap. MY place is soo close to the flower market and i can just go buy a bunch of fresh flowers for my home. The home is alot more 'alive' with a touch of the flowers.
7. Wathc tv/ film online till late nite on my sofa.... that's a great feeling.
8. N i found that i got detox every wknd. seriously, i 'detox' sooo badly during the wknd, which is a good thing coz during the wk, i guess due to stress, i dun go at all. haha.. so i m literally full of shit at work. haha. lamo
9. i tend to clean up my place quite often. I sweep the floor almost every night n i actually kneel down to wash the floor to make sure it's all clean. I wash the toilet everyday and kitchen is very much cleaned everyday. wow. i've defintiely changed. Or may be i can't ignore the dirt since this place is so tiny.
10. I can't think of pt. 10.
darn.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
ch.267 new start
Celebration of my 30th bday:
tivo & melting pot- great ppl. bad hang over.
n went to tutor big cow at 10am. amazing... then tutor at EC from 3-5. amazing.
balalaika - family. crazy russian music.
work
-igoo
-strelitzia
-big cow
-ec
-omp
never been so busy before.
health
-horrible neck allergy.. may be due to stress.
church
-enjoying worship team & cell group
praise the lord.
tivo & melting pot- great ppl. bad hang over.
n went to tutor big cow at 10am. amazing... then tutor at EC from 3-5. amazing.
balalaika - family. crazy russian music.
work
-igoo
-strelitzia
-big cow
-ec
-omp
never been so busy before.
health
-horrible neck allergy.. may be due to stress.
church
-enjoying worship team & cell group
praise the lord.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
ch.266 blah
have u ever sat infront of the computer from the moment you woke up till... the moment u closed your eyes?
that's my life for now.
blah.
that's my life for now.
blah.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
ch.265 30's blues
I like music. I go to live Gigs to enjoy music with friends and a glass of red wine on my hand.
With music, friends and red wine on my side, i feel like i m on top of the world and everything else, is left behind.
Was talking to my aunt about my recent feeling and she said i m having my "30's blues". yes, i think i m hving that indeed. i m easy to cry, feeling abit depress at times and always compare myself to others.. my friends. Not a good feeling at all. This jobless thing, entrepreneur adventure, working at home idea.... somehow is dragging me? or is it just somethign i made up for my laziness. My excuse of not getting a "job". What exactly m i passionate about? What do I want to do with my life? As Jen said, are we going for a mediocore life? R we so not easy to satisfy? We r not feeling content. Do we know what we want? I think this "30's blues" is conteminating. My friends are hving similar symtoms as well, always questioning about the presence status.
May be coz we can't be easily content? May be after critizing all the rest of the ppl, we r the ones who r not passionate about life and hv no clue of what we want? Yes, i know i should pray n give my burdens to G but i think i should change my attitude and do somethign too.
o, this blues is somewhat low... the sound of it is making me sick.
With music, friends and red wine on my side, i feel like i m on top of the world and everything else, is left behind.
Was talking to my aunt about my recent feeling and she said i m having my "30's blues". yes, i think i m hving that indeed. i m easy to cry, feeling abit depress at times and always compare myself to others.. my friends. Not a good feeling at all. This jobless thing, entrepreneur adventure, working at home idea.... somehow is dragging me? or is it just somethign i made up for my laziness. My excuse of not getting a "job". What exactly m i passionate about? What do I want to do with my life? As Jen said, are we going for a mediocore life? R we so not easy to satisfy? We r not feeling content. Do we know what we want? I think this "30's blues" is conteminating. My friends are hving similar symtoms as well, always questioning about the presence status.
May be coz we can't be easily content? May be after critizing all the rest of the ppl, we r the ones who r not passionate about life and hv no clue of what we want? Yes, i know i should pray n give my burdens to G but i think i should change my attitude and do somethign too.
o, this blues is somewhat low... the sound of it is making me sick.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
ch.264 Be genuine
you never know when you'll meet your "chance".
along the path of your life, you meet many people. Some you remember but don't keep in touch; some you don't want to remmeber, but they always pop up in your mind; some you met and will never meet again; some you hung out wiht all the time but you never do now; some you met during 1 occasion and the friendship last forever; some you meet everyweek, but just don't click. There are many many occassions that you'll meet people. There are so many ppl appeared in your life, and you'll never know how they will lead you life into another path.
I met FS & Ken 2 yrs ago for a project. That project last for 8 months and we got along very well. Thx to fb n msn, we still keep in touch after the project is over. WE don't hang out but we keep each other updated on what's going on and shout out on fb at times.
Today, i went to FS's place to check out his dog (who bite me!!! yes, there was blood involved!) and of coz to get my macbook pro back. He asked me to be his producer. that's great. realy. never thought about that. I actaully got myself invovled with the "cool" people. MY definition of cool is those amazing talents that work in the industry. The top of the cream. I guess it's my genuinity that made people likes to be friedns with me. When i think about it, well, of coz i clicked wtih them as well.. but there were other ppl involved in taht project and somehow i m the only one who stuck around n actaully keeps up with the freindship. I think being genuine to people lead to good end.
This also applies to the previous project at EM. Finished the project, went to client's office to chit chat and follow up and the client introduced me to her collegaue and now i got another job. OF coz i spent 100% care on this project and people do now. Fakig it doesn't work, my dear friends. please stop it. Just be genuine and things will lead you to a good end. You don't when but when time comes, you'll be amazed.
God is definitely the source of my discipline. So if you duno Him, get to know Him.
along the path of your life, you meet many people. Some you remember but don't keep in touch; some you don't want to remmeber, but they always pop up in your mind; some you met and will never meet again; some you hung out wiht all the time but you never do now; some you met during 1 occasion and the friendship last forever; some you meet everyweek, but just don't click. There are many many occassions that you'll meet people. There are so many ppl appeared in your life, and you'll never know how they will lead you life into another path.
I met FS & Ken 2 yrs ago for a project. That project last for 8 months and we got along very well. Thx to fb n msn, we still keep in touch after the project is over. WE don't hang out but we keep each other updated on what's going on and shout out on fb at times.
Today, i went to FS's place to check out his dog (who bite me!!! yes, there was blood involved!) and of coz to get my macbook pro back. He asked me to be his producer. that's great. realy. never thought about that. I actaully got myself invovled with the "cool" people. MY definition of cool is those amazing talents that work in the industry. The top of the cream. I guess it's my genuinity that made people likes to be friedns with me. When i think about it, well, of coz i clicked wtih them as well.. but there were other ppl involved in taht project and somehow i m the only one who stuck around n actaully keeps up with the freindship. I think being genuine to people lead to good end.
This also applies to the previous project at EM. Finished the project, went to client's office to chit chat and follow up and the client introduced me to her collegaue and now i got another job. OF coz i spent 100% care on this project and people do now. Fakig it doesn't work, my dear friends. please stop it. Just be genuine and things will lead you to a good end. You don't when but when time comes, you'll be amazed.
God is definitely the source of my discipline. So if you duno Him, get to know Him.
Friday, September 11, 2009
ch.263 need a man?
my macbook pro is here. I m feeling all good and happy and can't wait to get everything installed and work with my new baby. I m using a usb modem to get online coz it's more flexible and I can go online anywhere. WEll, apparently, that usb modem coulnd't be used in my old mac G4 coz my G4 is too outdated. So, for the past 4 months, i've been using a PC to go online and it's quite frustrating to transfer files from mac then to pc just to email them out. So, i m quite excited to have my new macbookrpo here so that i can do everything by 1 computer.
but crap! the OS of my new mac is TOO NEW and i coulnd't get online because the modem doesn't support this OS. yet. So i went to 3 and asked wth? n they said they hv no idea when the modem will be compatible with the OS.
can u understand my 無奈ness? i was pissed. it's just too ridiculous to happen. seriously.
Well, all these happened when FS was here. I had lunch with him and then showed him my grandpa's rolleiflex. He cleaned it n said he can help fix it. Then he helped me to install my wifi printer. Then he brought my mac home n helped me to reinstall OS and other softwares.
well, there's nothing between us, i m pretty sure about that. But, it's good to hv a man around to help out.
but crap! the OS of my new mac is TOO NEW and i coulnd't get online because the modem doesn't support this OS. yet. So i went to 3 and asked wth? n they said they hv no idea when the modem will be compatible with the OS.
can u understand my 無奈ness? i was pissed. it's just too ridiculous to happen. seriously.
Well, all these happened when FS was here. I had lunch with him and then showed him my grandpa's rolleiflex. He cleaned it n said he can help fix it. Then he helped me to install my wifi printer. Then he brought my mac home n helped me to reinstall OS and other softwares.
well, there's nothing between us, i m pretty sure about that. But, it's good to hv a man around to help out.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
ch.262 signs of aging
OK, so i m approaching to my 30.... for less than 17 days.
recently, withint these few months, i see the "signs" of .. huh.. umm.. getting more mature.. both phyically & mentally.
Sign #1: rashes
I have never had rashes ever in my life. All of a sudden, since last week, out of nowhere, rashes started to appear around my neck.. there's this one that totally looks like a hicky (ha)n then some at the back n on the side of my neck. My goodness,and they are itchy too! i think the weather is one of the causes since it's been so darn hot these few days. "Warnings" of heat wave were in hk continuous for 9 days!
Sign #2: AllerIES
I am never allergic to ANYTHING. ALl of a sudden, starting this year, actually after 29, i m suddenly allegic to lobster. yes, lobster, good that i dun hv that too often. And i think shell animals in general.. coz i found my throat is feeling irritated after eating the tasty fresh shrimp tipped with tomato sauce.. o.. how i miss that. Other than the shell food, i m also allergic to dust. HA! yes, to dust. the 1st month i moved to my grandma's place, i sneezed off almost 1 box of tissue paper everyday after i woke up. Everything's fine after the maid cleaned te curtain.
Sign #3: Hot drinks only
no matter how crazy hot it is in hk, i only order hot drinks. Either that or alcohol. haha. Dun feel like hving cold drinks at all.
Sign #4: Bitter melon tastes pretty good, babe.
so I heard when u get mature, ur taste buds start to be less sensitive and u'll enjoy eating bitter food more. I started to eat bitter melon last year.
Sign #5: Family aging.. or dying
My dad is getting so much older n so are my aunts and uncles. It's not easy to cope with the reality seeing someone that was so youthful and now deteriorating days after days. Went to the cemetary to visit my grandpa & grandma, n my grandpa's sisters & husband. The whole generation is now back home. a.. i miss them so much.
Sign #6: Friends starting to have kids and they got on ur nerves!
Not many of my freinds are married. Some just got married for 1-2 yrs and blessed as they are, their next gerneation will be joining our big party next year. A small amount of my friends got kids that are a few years old, they r cute but i dun think i m ready to hv my own child. .. hmm.. when will i be ready?
Sign #7: "Kids" are getting married too!
Friends who are younger than me are getting married. Period.
Sign #8: no more K.
It's a waste of time & money.. well, to me, it is. I will go to birthday K or big group gathering K, but if u asked me what I'd do duing my free time, "K" is not in my dictionary. That's a sign becuase i used to go K every week when i was in highschool.. i go for drinking parties every weeknd during uni years. haha.
Sign #9: Love spending money on good food with good friends for a good time chat.
So enjoyable. live music is one of the elements too. I like opening a bottle of red with a friend n just enjoy the music n chit chat for the whole night.
Sign #10: Thinking about What's going on with my life.
most of my friends hv this question during this year... got a job, stable life. go to work, go out for drinks n dinner n parties, back to work, go out, back to work. What's more in life? everyone's starting to "think".
recently, withint these few months, i see the "signs" of .. huh.. umm.. getting more mature.. both phyically & mentally.
Sign #1: rashes
I have never had rashes ever in my life. All of a sudden, since last week, out of nowhere, rashes started to appear around my neck.. there's this one that totally looks like a hicky (ha)n then some at the back n on the side of my neck. My goodness,and they are itchy too! i think the weather is one of the causes since it's been so darn hot these few days. "Warnings" of heat wave were in hk continuous for 9 days!
Sign #2: AllerIES
I am never allergic to ANYTHING. ALl of a sudden, starting this year, actually after 29, i m suddenly allegic to lobster. yes, lobster, good that i dun hv that too often. And i think shell animals in general.. coz i found my throat is feeling irritated after eating the tasty fresh shrimp tipped with tomato sauce.. o.. how i miss that. Other than the shell food, i m also allergic to dust. HA! yes, to dust. the 1st month i moved to my grandma's place, i sneezed off almost 1 box of tissue paper everyday after i woke up. Everything's fine after the maid cleaned te curtain.
Sign #3: Hot drinks only
no matter how crazy hot it is in hk, i only order hot drinks. Either that or alcohol. haha. Dun feel like hving cold drinks at all.
Sign #4: Bitter melon tastes pretty good, babe.
so I heard when u get mature, ur taste buds start to be less sensitive and u'll enjoy eating bitter food more. I started to eat bitter melon last year.
Sign #5: Family aging.. or dying
My dad is getting so much older n so are my aunts and uncles. It's not easy to cope with the reality seeing someone that was so youthful and now deteriorating days after days. Went to the cemetary to visit my grandpa & grandma, n my grandpa's sisters & husband. The whole generation is now back home. a.. i miss them so much.
Sign #6: Friends starting to have kids and they got on ur nerves!
Not many of my freinds are married. Some just got married for 1-2 yrs and blessed as they are, their next gerneation will be joining our big party next year. A small amount of my friends got kids that are a few years old, they r cute but i dun think i m ready to hv my own child. .. hmm.. when will i be ready?
Sign #7: "Kids" are getting married too!
Friends who are younger than me are getting married. Period.
Sign #8: no more K.
It's a waste of time & money.. well, to me, it is. I will go to birthday K or big group gathering K, but if u asked me what I'd do duing my free time, "K" is not in my dictionary. That's a sign becuase i used to go K every week when i was in highschool.. i go for drinking parties every weeknd during uni years. haha.
Sign #9: Love spending money on good food with good friends for a good time chat.
So enjoyable. live music is one of the elements too. I like opening a bottle of red with a friend n just enjoy the music n chit chat for the whole night.
Sign #10: Thinking about What's going on with my life.
most of my friends hv this question during this year... got a job, stable life. go to work, go out for drinks n dinner n parties, back to work, go out, back to work. What's more in life? everyone's starting to "think".
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
ch.261 hate to wait
hate to wait.
wht's with this.
tennis is really fun. seems like it's not a 3 min thing for me.
wht's with this.
tennis is really fun. seems like it's not a 3 min thing for me.
Monday, August 24, 2009
ch.260 good weekend
Fri nite: old cake dinner @ Ricos
finally gotta meet with jacqueline's simon. quiet, smart and funny guy. good manner, know what he's doing and loves jac. great guy. i m so happy for jac. n jac is as amazing as always. how, wil, suz n jen were great as usual. the food at rico's were alright, the 2 jar of sangria got me going and i got abit tipsy afterwards but had a great time. love being tipsy. felt crappy walking down soho wiht my 3 in high heel tho. but i love high heels, makes me feel sexy. haha
Fri nite: gals sleep over
jac, jen and i shared my bed. great time spent.. felt like we were back to the retreat days at daniel.
Sat morning: cell group meeting
great ot meet some funny n crazy friends at church. finally. gotta spend more time with them with same religious bkgd.
sat afternoon; playing with my 2 babies
can't believe madonna has grown into about the same size as jelly! this little fat gal just doesn't like to run n being her very 'dair' nature, i still can't stop loving her. But i stil like Jelly more. haha. i totally has favourtism with jelly. she's my cool independent babe.
Sat night: jan fong's bday dinner @ ana sushi
great time spent with janF, charron and jPak. good combo with great conversation. Havn't seen charron since april in gz, she's such a loving mother of 2, can't believed she's married for 5 yrs n got 2 kids already. O, but hilda is married for 5 yrs too. well, time flies. anyway, jap food was good n the oriignal taste cake from awefully chocolate was good also. can't wait to taste it at jan fong's home. haha.
sun: taught sunday school
did arts n craft with 13 lovly children. yes. me with 13 children in 1 class. well, gd that there are 3 older ones n i asked them to be the team leader. it worked well. so surprised. i think i have improved with this. n i love the kids. the littles ones are so cute as they r so helpful and enjoed the class. God is good.
sun night: dinner with cool bro n so n 2 babies
love love love. watched "Entourage". love love love.
finally gotta meet with jacqueline's simon. quiet, smart and funny guy. good manner, know what he's doing and loves jac. great guy. i m so happy for jac. n jac is as amazing as always. how, wil, suz n jen were great as usual. the food at rico's were alright, the 2 jar of sangria got me going and i got abit tipsy afterwards but had a great time. love being tipsy. felt crappy walking down soho wiht my 3 in high heel tho. but i love high heels, makes me feel sexy. haha
Fri nite: gals sleep over
jac, jen and i shared my bed. great time spent.. felt like we were back to the retreat days at daniel.
Sat morning: cell group meeting
great ot meet some funny n crazy friends at church. finally. gotta spend more time with them with same religious bkgd.
sat afternoon; playing with my 2 babies
can't believe madonna has grown into about the same size as jelly! this little fat gal just doesn't like to run n being her very 'dair' nature, i still can't stop loving her. But i stil like Jelly more. haha. i totally has favourtism with jelly. she's my cool independent babe.
Sat night: jan fong's bday dinner @ ana sushi
great time spent with janF, charron and jPak. good combo with great conversation. Havn't seen charron since april in gz, she's such a loving mother of 2, can't believed she's married for 5 yrs n got 2 kids already. O, but hilda is married for 5 yrs too. well, time flies. anyway, jap food was good n the oriignal taste cake from awefully chocolate was good also. can't wait to taste it at jan fong's home. haha.
sun: taught sunday school
did arts n craft with 13 lovly children. yes. me with 13 children in 1 class. well, gd that there are 3 older ones n i asked them to be the team leader. it worked well. so surprised. i think i have improved with this. n i love the kids. the littles ones are so cute as they r so helpful and enjoed the class. God is good.
sun night: dinner with cool bro n so n 2 babies
love love love. watched "Entourage". love love love.
Friday, August 21, 2009
ch.259 That's how it goes
Just bought a cd of michale buble and there's a song called "That's how it goes"
That's how it goes when you feel so sad you feel so low
life seems so bad i know i know
that's how it goes
you may think it's funny but it always shows
try to hide it honey oh no it shows
that's how it goes
some people say everythign'sgonna be okay, just give it a while,
you'll fine. you're back in style
but I don't know life will get better
i m sure they know sooner or later it shows, i know, that's how it goes
it's funny to see how easy life can be
just sit back and smile
you'll find that life is worthwhile
that's how it goes
when you're on top of the whole world
wouldn't want to stop it oh no
it shows
that's how it goes.
I had my interview with sinoland and i passed the 1st and 2nd one and should have my 3rd one with the group GM next week. it's exciting. very exciting. i've always love gold coast. i love the beach. I'd go there myself just to relax. the interviewers were great people, it was good time spent chatting with them.
i miss my grandma so much that i had tears during the 2nd interview when i mentioned her. so not professional but it was gd that the interviewer was also a sensitive person (as told by an HR frd, most HR ppl r sensitive) and she's fine with it.
i miss my grandma so much that i coulnd't stop crying whenever i thougth about things i did with her and the time i spent with her at the hospital. Living at her place is lso a daily reminder of her to me. I miss her so much. i'd go into her room n start thinking about our past n cry. or i'd just sit there and cry. I can cry anytime anywhere when i think aout her.
I think if i got the job, before starting. i'll go to hubei, my grandma's old home, n visit her nieces and go see her place. Also, chung hing to experience her life in there with my grandpa. I miss my grandpa too.
Lossing her is me lossing a very important part of my life. i kinda regret staying in GZ for 6 months n only able to see her during the weekend. She told me she doesn't want me to go before. ai, but shd hv no regrets in life, i guess. The experience in gz opened my eyes alot.
That's how it goes.. when i m in my low, God is here to hold.
that's how it goes.
That's how it goes when you feel so sad you feel so low
life seems so bad i know i know
that's how it goes
you may think it's funny but it always shows
try to hide it honey oh no it shows
that's how it goes
some people say everythign'sgonna be okay, just give it a while,
you'll fine. you're back in style
but I don't know life will get better
i m sure they know sooner or later it shows, i know, that's how it goes
it's funny to see how easy life can be
just sit back and smile
you'll find that life is worthwhile
that's how it goes
when you're on top of the whole world
wouldn't want to stop it oh no
it shows
that's how it goes.
I had my interview with sinoland and i passed the 1st and 2nd one and should have my 3rd one with the group GM next week. it's exciting. very exciting. i've always love gold coast. i love the beach. I'd go there myself just to relax. the interviewers were great people, it was good time spent chatting with them.
i miss my grandma so much that i had tears during the 2nd interview when i mentioned her. so not professional but it was gd that the interviewer was also a sensitive person (as told by an HR frd, most HR ppl r sensitive) and she's fine with it.
i miss my grandma so much that i coulnd't stop crying whenever i thougth about things i did with her and the time i spent with her at the hospital. Living at her place is lso a daily reminder of her to me. I miss her so much. i'd go into her room n start thinking about our past n cry. or i'd just sit there and cry. I can cry anytime anywhere when i think aout her.
I think if i got the job, before starting. i'll go to hubei, my grandma's old home, n visit her nieces and go see her place. Also, chung hing to experience her life in there with my grandpa. I miss my grandpa too.
Lossing her is me lossing a very important part of my life. i kinda regret staying in GZ for 6 months n only able to see her during the weekend. She told me she doesn't want me to go before. ai, but shd hv no regrets in life, i guess. The experience in gz opened my eyes alot.
That's how it goes.. when i m in my low, God is here to hold.
that's how it goes.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Thursday, August 06, 2009
ch.257 life as an entrepreneur
it is full of opportunities... they usually pop up in nowhere and you have to be prepared.
it is full of alertness... full discipline to oneself is needed, if not, u fail. u hv to take the initiative to do EVERYTHING. know what's going on out there, what's new, what's hot, who's doing what, who did what, how to compete and how the market is running n u need to know it.
it is full of love... when friends and family are helping you out unconditionaly. U may not have established a good busines yet but you experienced what you have established in the past. You get to know yourself more too.
it is full of challenges... you discovered a problem, n u need to solve it in order to get into the next level. How to solve problem is a fun game, you'll gain EQ, FQ, all the Qs when u overcame it.
it is full of God's guidiance... you know He is with you all the way, during your procrastination, your emo-low time, your got-the-deal moment, your work-in-progress moment and your social-phobia period. His guidiance and words led me through and worked as a good reminder.
it is full of doubts... when you duno if this is what you should be doing. It's not like you dun hv projects to do but it's not many. Should u go back to work as an employee or continue and work tiple the effort? i chose the later one for now. Trust myself not to procrastinate in the coming days.
it's a good experience afterall. I m glad i started this before i turned 30.
Have stress and that came from peers who r going higher and higher in the leader of their field. I do not have a stable income yet. that's pissing me off and stressing me out. Do i look for stability or unknown future?
life is too short to be stable all the time and i KNOW God is listening. haha.
btw, tennis is fun! I will continue with it. i'm thankful to have a frd/ brother like larm. too bad all his frds r married... happily. haha..
it is full of alertness... full discipline to oneself is needed, if not, u fail. u hv to take the initiative to do EVERYTHING. know what's going on out there, what's new, what's hot, who's doing what, who did what, how to compete and how the market is running n u need to know it.
it is full of love... when friends and family are helping you out unconditionaly. U may not have established a good busines yet but you experienced what you have established in the past. You get to know yourself more too.
it is full of challenges... you discovered a problem, n u need to solve it in order to get into the next level. How to solve problem is a fun game, you'll gain EQ, FQ, all the Qs when u overcame it.
it is full of God's guidiance... you know He is with you all the way, during your procrastination, your emo-low time, your got-the-deal moment, your work-in-progress moment and your social-phobia period. His guidiance and words led me through and worked as a good reminder.
it is full of doubts... when you duno if this is what you should be doing. It's not like you dun hv projects to do but it's not many. Should u go back to work as an employee or continue and work tiple the effort? i chose the later one for now. Trust myself not to procrastinate in the coming days.
it's a good experience afterall. I m glad i started this before i turned 30.
Have stress and that came from peers who r going higher and higher in the leader of their field. I do not have a stable income yet. that's pissing me off and stressing me out. Do i look for stability or unknown future?
life is too short to be stable all the time and i KNOW God is listening. haha.
btw, tennis is fun! I will continue with it. i'm thankful to have a frd/ brother like larm. too bad all his frds r married... happily. haha..
Monday, August 03, 2009
ch. 256 life is so exciting
recent updates:
1) Strelizia is moving... step by step
- kitchen, emer, wetstop,kaplan, kishor? hi-car? penny brochure? ms. yuen?
2) omp.. x aaaa? had 1st meeting with kot. very nice guy n i got lots n lots ot do to prep. take this chance or not? great opportunity.
3) jac is comign back to hk in aug, can't wait to meet her!
4) glen too, with suki
5) francis moved to sh, n i promoised him to call up his dad at times.
6) starting my 1st tennis class tmmr, hopefully won't hv any typhoone.
7) old place is not feeling well again.. shit, will go see a doc tmmr.
8) reseraching on contiune study in sept.
9) fam co. won the law suit. yay. relieved.
10) i miss my grandma alot. more than ever.
11) cell group this coming sat.. invited new comers, excited!!
12) table for 8? another way for money. great stuff!
1) Strelizia is moving... step by step
- kitchen, emer, wetstop,kaplan, kishor? hi-car? penny brochure? ms. yuen?
2) omp.. x aaaa? had 1st meeting with kot. very nice guy n i got lots n lots ot do to prep. take this chance or not? great opportunity.
3) jac is comign back to hk in aug, can't wait to meet her!
4) glen too, with suki
5) francis moved to sh, n i promoised him to call up his dad at times.
6) starting my 1st tennis class tmmr, hopefully won't hv any typhoone.
7) old place is not feeling well again.. shit, will go see a doc tmmr.
8) reseraching on contiune study in sept.
9) fam co. won the law suit. yay. relieved.
10) i miss my grandma alot. more than ever.
11) cell group this coming sat.. invited new comers, excited!!
12) table for 8? another way for money. great stuff!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
ch.255 hmm..
hmm.. i still miss my grandm alot.
the glue is gone.. we tried to hold on but things r starting to fall apart.
i m so exhausted with the church activities.. i had a thought of having a break. serving God is exhausting sometime.. but i know i shdn't stop serving.
the glue is gone.. we tried to hold on but things r starting to fall apart.
i m so exhausted with the church activities.. i had a thought of having a break. serving God is exhausting sometime.. but i know i shdn't stop serving.
Sunday, July 05, 2009
ch.254 I am a 哲學家.
分析：您的性格類型是「INFP」( 哲學家 )
理想主義者，忠於自己的價值觀及自己所重視的人。外在的生活與內在的價值觀配合，有好奇心，很快看到事情的可能與否，能夠加速對理念的實踐。試圖瞭解別人、協助別人發展潛能。適應力強，有彈性；如果和他們的 價值觀沒有牴觸，往往能包容他人。 INFP把內在的和諧視為高於其他一切。他們敏感、理想化、忠誠，對於個人價值具有一種強烈的榮譽感。他們個人信仰堅定，有為自認為有價值的事業獻身的精神。 INFP型的人對於已知事物之外的可能性很感興趣，精力集 中於他們的夢想和想像。他們思維開闊、有好奇心和洞察力，常常具有出色的長遠眼光。在日常事務中，他們通常靈活多變、具有忍耐力和適應性，但是他們非常堅定地對待內心的忠誠，為自己設定了事實上幾乎是不可能 的標準。 INFP型的人具有許多使他們忙碌的理想和忠誠。他們十分堅定地完成自己所選擇的事情，他們往往承擔得太多，但不管怎樣總要完成每件事。雖然對外部世界他們顯得冷淡緘默，但INFP型的人很關心內在。他們富 有同情心、理解力，對於別人的情感很敏感。除了他們的價值觀受到威脅外，他們總是避免衝突，沒有興趣強迫或支配別人。INFP型的人常常喜歡通過書寫而不是口頭來表達自己的感情。當INFP型的人勸說別人相信他們的 想法的重要性時，可能是最有說服力的。 INFP很少顯露強烈的感情，常常顯得沉默而冷靜。然而，一旦他們與你認識了，就會變得熱情友好，但往往會避免浮淺的交往。他們珍視那些花費時間去思考目標與價值的人。
您適合的領域有：創作性、藝術類、教育研究、諮詢類等
您適合的職業有：
心理學家
心理輔導和咨詢人員
人力資源管理
翻譯
大學教師（人文學科）
社會工作者
圖書管理員
服裝設計師
編輯
網站設計師
團隊建設顧問
藝術指導
記者
口筆譯人員
娛樂業人士
建築師
社科類研究人員
教育顧問
各類藝術家
插圖畫家
詩人
小說家
http://8word.net/test/mbti/test.htm
理想主義者，忠於自己的價值觀及自己所重視的人。外在的生活與內在的價值觀配合，有好奇心，很快看到事情的可能與否，能夠加速對理念的實踐。試圖瞭解別人、協助別人發展潛能。適應力強，有彈性；如果和他們的 價值觀沒有牴觸，往往能包容他人。 INFP把內在的和諧視為高於其他一切。他們敏感、理想化、忠誠，對於個人價值具有一種強烈的榮譽感。他們個人信仰堅定，有為自認為有價值的事業獻身的精神。 INFP型的人對於已知事物之外的可能性很感興趣，精力集 中於他們的夢想和想像。他們思維開闊、有好奇心和洞察力，常常具有出色的長遠眼光。在日常事務中，他們通常靈活多變、具有忍耐力和適應性，但是他們非常堅定地對待內心的忠誠，為自己設定了事實上幾乎是不可能 的標準。 INFP型的人具有許多使他們忙碌的理想和忠誠。他們十分堅定地完成自己所選擇的事情，他們往往承擔得太多，但不管怎樣總要完成每件事。雖然對外部世界他們顯得冷淡緘默，但INFP型的人很關心內在。他們富 有同情心、理解力，對於別人的情感很敏感。除了他們的價值觀受到威脅外，他們總是避免衝突，沒有興趣強迫或支配別人。INFP型的人常常喜歡通過書寫而不是口頭來表達自己的感情。當INFP型的人勸說別人相信他們的 想法的重要性時，可能是最有說服力的。 INFP很少顯露強烈的感情，常常顯得沉默而冷靜。然而，一旦他們與你認識了，就會變得熱情友好，但往往會避免浮淺的交往。他們珍視那些花費時間去思考目標與價值的人。
您適合的領域有：創作性、藝術類、教育研究、諮詢類等
您適合的職業有：
心理學家
心理輔導和咨詢人員
人力資源管理
翻譯
大學教師（人文學科）
社會工作者
圖書管理員
服裝設計師
編輯
網站設計師
團隊建設顧問
藝術指導
記者
口筆譯人員
娛樂業人士
建築師
社科類研究人員
教育顧問
各類藝術家
插圖畫家
詩人
小說家
http://8word.net/test/mbti/test.htm
Sunday, June 14, 2009
ch.253 back on track?
seems like this chapter is towards the end.
slept alot on thursday afternoon. very tired. havn't slept like a baby for 1 month. that afternoon... was a relief. everyone of my family were so tired for the past 1 month.
went to grandma's church today and sang a song to the congregation. The song was "All the way my Saviour leads me". auntie sang melody, i did the harmony, uncle 2played the piano and uncle 3 played the guitar. I think grandma n grandma would be very proud of us. had lunch n dinner with the chruch people. They r very nice people indeed, no wonder my grandma loves this chruch so much.
hope that i can dream of my grandma tonight.
waiting for another exciting chapter to begin.
slept alot on thursday afternoon. very tired. havn't slept like a baby for 1 month. that afternoon... was a relief. everyone of my family were so tired for the past 1 month.
went to grandma's church today and sang a song to the congregation. The song was "All the way my Saviour leads me". auntie sang melody, i did the harmony, uncle 2played the piano and uncle 3 played the guitar. I think grandma n grandma would be very proud of us. had lunch n dinner with the chruch people. They r very nice people indeed, no wonder my grandma loves this chruch so much.
hope that i can dream of my grandma tonight.
waiting for another exciting chapter to begin.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
ch. 252 I miss my grandma
My grandma passed away on the 28th. She went into the hospital on the 9th, a total of 19days. i was there. n i thank God for such amazing perfect timing for me to stay with her.
i miss her alot.
today's her memorial serice. i m writting up my sharing right now.
i miss her so much. my lovely mama.
i miss her alot.
today's her memorial serice. i m writting up my sharing right now.
i miss her so much. my lovely mama.
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
ch.251 tui
i m so "tui" today. slept the whole day. didn't wanna do anything. NOTHING. super lazy. well, i actually did some freelance this morning but then i spend the whole afternoon sleeping. I am feeling realyl crappy right now about this waste of time that happened.
lots to do ar. really.
i shd stop working on my bed.
lots to do ar. really.
i shd stop working on my bed.
Monday, May 04, 2009
ch.250 what's going on
You r with me. i know that. I m actually getting to know You more and willing to open my heart n truly know You more and let You use me. But o come on, once i've made my decision, so many things happened. come on. come on G. test on faith? ok, fine. just pls guide me to go thru all these along with your teachings. I duno how to survive without u and I m not kidding. Wht's more coming? pls let me hv the wisdom n EQ to handle everything u prepared for me la. .. dun give me a heart attack anymore pls.
it's may already. so many things happened. omg.
gotta keep prayingprayinprayin n praying. nothign can be done without U, G.
short listing:
grandma's on wheelchair.
nov.
job?
place to stay?
money
relatives
it's may already. so many things happened. omg.
gotta keep prayingprayinprayin n praying. nothign can be done without U, G.
short listing:
grandma's on wheelchair.
nov.
job?
place to stay?
money
relatives
Friday, April 17, 2009
ch.249 HCIKFS - part 3
i cannot believe how many times i went to wc today just for getting the shit out of me. it felt great! i think this wk is definitely a detox week for me.haha..
working on my omp website. eventho the server company has given me straight directions, but still seem to be kinda hard to get it working. haha. but it's great! definitely a good learning process! never really gotta chance to sit down n read so much stuff on how to build a website n online marketing related articles. Also reading Harvard business journal as well, thanks to Lam.
dad's surgery next tues and i m so thankful for this. got a placement within a wk! God is great. I praise Him wiht all my heart and wanna see what's next. anything we could do for HIm for all these miracles? definitely a good testimony already.
the weather is so great the past few days and i could only be thankful for everything.
i m off the hook with ETMS, got 'enuf" money to work on my omp project, got time to spend with my family, n great environment to live in. even got a car to drive now! haha.
How could i keep from singing your praise?
working on my omp website. eventho the server company has given me straight directions, but still seem to be kinda hard to get it working. haha. but it's great! definitely a good learning process! never really gotta chance to sit down n read so much stuff on how to build a website n online marketing related articles. Also reading Harvard business journal as well, thanks to Lam.
dad's surgery next tues and i m so thankful for this. got a placement within a wk! God is great. I praise Him wiht all my heart and wanna see what's next. anything we could do for HIm for all these miracles? definitely a good testimony already.
the weather is so great the past few days and i could only be thankful for everything.
i m off the hook with ETMS, got 'enuf" money to work on my omp project, got time to spend with my family, n great environment to live in. even got a car to drive now! haha.
How could i keep from singing your praise?
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