ch.223 1 second sadness

2 friends of mine said to me
"r u sad?"
i said,
"no, why?"
they said,
"for that 1 sec, ur face told me u r sad."

may be i m sad or not happy. i duno. may be it's the gz trip that makes me have complicated feelings and deep inside me, i think and worries me.

i m still not good enough to hide my feeling.

O, n yes, i'll rent a studio to record a demo for myself. backstage, here i come!