Sunday, August 24, 2008

ch.218 8am -1am

woke up very early today. duno why i just dun wanna spend time on the bed. feellike i m wasting my time on the bed.

finally returned everything to juliana, now waiting for her responses. finally gonna start working on the church website. and apidion. and dad's poster.

will move out of my place, can't afford it. save up is my priority now.

jen and i both agreed that we r problematice women. we want love, but we duno how to love. we are somehow to 'awake" for love. too conscious. if ever i started a relationship, it'll happen in a flash. too much time for me to think will not make it works. Am i attracted to arrogant bastards? may be. i have to say... from the trend of mine... yes i do. o no. Jen asked what do i picture my future home to be, i think it'llbe a bit cleaner than what i have now. lolz. but my home right now is so 'single". haha.

jogged today. Random for 45 mins @7.5. sweated soooo much today. felt really really good. i m addicted to this feeling. the feeling that i could control myself to overcome difficulties. For life,i dun hv the control. God does. I must keep this in mind.

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