ch.169 layers

i jogged today. 9 laps, i think. it was pretty good.. when i jogged, i looked around me and looked up the sky.. n that made me felt more powerful and i just kept running and running. there was a tree at the field and today, lots of birds were on it and making loud voices. there r so many trees in the field but the birds only gathered at that one. it was pretty amazing. i taped it. The voices the birds were making were bizarrd. there was a lady doing her "hey gong" just next to the tree and the picture was like 2 ppl.. 1 = the lady , 1 = the tree.. standing together, doing their parts in the environement. thigns look bizarrd but everything harmonized. the branches of the n the birds were like the head of a person and then i thought, there r so many trees there n if each of them is a perosn, everyone of that got a special character and it's quite stunning. i taped over it, wiith the birds making noises and the trees, weird but harmonized.


as i ran, i figured.... life is just layers of layers of layers of different thigns. over the light pole, there's langham place, n when i turned to tan other angle, eventho it's the same thing, it looks different n we could start antoher layer from there. i m thinking.. that's life. life is about layers of layers. u borned as a blank piece of paper and as u live each day, layers have been added to your life. there's no gd and bad about it but things added up as layers. the layers are not 2-D only, when u turnto another angel, the thing that u thougth u percieved.. could turned out to be totally different. and when u look up , it's another picutre. we are living in this 3D world and there are so, so, so so so sososo many ways that u can view our world. When one layer is added, in your usual perception, it might be bad, but when u look up, it's soemthign that u dun expect and it's all good. The ppl that i met, especially meaning the sh crew, r they gd companians.. i duno. but i gotta see the few pages of the magazine that will be published soon and they are all so talented! meeting them are inspiraring. the little things that they let u know, it's eye opening already. i m so happy to see what s+e sent me today. i know he and francise worked so hard on the pic. it was his dream! the visual impact of the image was awesome! and francis did a great job on it! caught the moment and created the momentum of what is to be captured. luxury at war but maintained their luxurious character. AMAZING! go s+e! go cliff hanger! They are one of my layers and it's great to have this layer. Now i hv to see what to do with this layer.. or may be.. what's next.


i've moved to destination today. Timas helped and i m thankful. he's alrite. A person who got no baggages and dare to any changes. it was funny to see his face turning red after hving the green papaya salad. didn't know he couldn't eat spicy.

went ot the wine cellar today and talked to the lady boss. it was pretty cool. Bought an australian merlot and a french medoc. it was good. drinking the merlot right now and it tasted alot better when it's aried for an hour. o. i love the tipsy feeling.. seems like i could express more freely. i rmemebered s+e once said that too.. it's gd to be tipsy in life..

pat and jac went ot bkg today. it's great to hv them as my brother n sis in law. i love them and i want to hv a better relationship with jacquie. She's hving "snake" on her inner thigh and i'll pray for her.

man, it's so tough to be a Chrisitian.. Lord pls help me! i shd take all the action n concentrate on my work! Lord, u r treating me good, n i shd be grateful. :)