been there for 3 days & 2 nites for the exhibition.
finally.. a wknd at gz..... but it was too late. was i supposed to be there with you.. was i supposed to take more days off for u... it wasn't that great a feeling when i was there.... being there... made methink about u. i know this is not good. not good at all.. n i've been telling myself u r not worth it... n u r not what i want.. n u r not mine anymore... u dun care anymore.. why shd i care.
why is it so tough lord? why having me to go thru this? when i thought i m ok.. this sudden memory just popped up in my mind and drained me back into the endless black hole of pain and emptiness.. as if i just got shot again.. on the same wound just got healed.. the blood kept swamming out... little by little.. drop by drop... just to keep the wound unhealed.. n the heavy feeling within me.. stayed within me... laughter is jsut to hide my deep down sadness.. as i needed that to keep myself lifted up.
pls let me go through this faster Lord.... it's not good..
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