Wednesday, August 11, 2004

ch.1 home + sick

how can one person feel homesick when she's home?

Everyone around me is sick. My brother, my lovely grandma, uncles, aunts, and co-workers. Thank God I am still feeling healthy *touch wood*... with all the junk food dinners that i had for the past weeks.

When I am sick, all i want is to stay home and sleep.... or may be watch "Sex and the City" with rum and coke. lol. Anyway, today, Aug 10th, is the date when i left HK for immigration 11 yrs ago. Time flies. I am back to HK, the place where I used to live. I am "home".

Or am i not?

I dont' feel like I am home. I miss my home in Toronto where I had my happy carefree days and where I grew up with my freinds. Now, i have to start over again at this place that I used called "home". Everything seems so familiar yet strange. Yes, i still have this feeling after I am back for 1/2 yr.

So yah.. i m homesick at home.

1 comment:

Growing Flower said...

Jan!!! =) You finally got a blog page! Hehe...how nice...everyone is starting up a bloggie. =) Dun worry, I won't post the link on my page since it's private...and thanks for putting me on my "private" list. =P

Aww....I hope you are not too homesick...remember that I always think about you, and wish that I can see you soon!!! =) I believe that God gives different friends to us at different stages of our lives. It may take some time for you to get used to HK life, just like how it took you 11 years in Canada.

Take care, Love you loads! =)