ch.251 tui

i m so "tui" today. slept the whole day. didn't wanna do anything. NOTHING. super lazy. well, i actually did some freelance this morning but then i spend the whole afternoon sleeping. I am feeling realyl crappy right now about this waste of time that happened.

lots to do ar. really.

i shd stop working on my bed.

ch.250 what's going on

You r with me. i know that. I m actually getting to know You more and willing to open my heart n truly know You more and let You use me. But o come on, once i've made my decision, so many things happened. come on. come on G. test on faith? ok, fine. just pls guide me to go thru all these along with your teachings. I duno how to survive without u and I m not kidding. Wht's more coming? pls let me hv the wisdom n EQ to handle everything u prepared for me la. .. dun give me a heart attack anymore pls.

it's may already. so many things happened. omg.

gotta keep prayingprayinprayin n praying. nothign can be done without U, G.

short listing:
grandma's on wheelchair.
nov.
job?
place to stay?
money
relatives