ch.193 travelling month

starting from the end of may, i've been travlling non-stop:
1st stop - Dongguan, China (2 days)
~ The new grand hyatt at song shan lake. awesome room with nice scenery.
~ rode around the lake and enjoyed the fresh air with trouble free mind.

2nd stop - Tokyo, Japan (4 days)
~ lovely. 4 days of eating and walking and having a family time with my aunt, uncle and super lovable cousin chris chris.
~ love the food. enjoyed it so much and it was fun to hang with family.

3rd stop - Guilin, China (7 days)
~ sTM with jen. memorable trip with the people there. experienced the differences and the simple happiness from the locals. of coz, the difficulities they are facing, it was heart breaking. However, their joy from the heart, impressed me.
~ singing the same song from toronto, praying together in different languages, indepth conversation with bokhee. those cleansed my heart and mind.

4th stop - Beijing, China (1 day)
~ 1 day trip from 8am- 2am. met helen of choice communicaton at bj and got my job done. too bad can't really spend time at BJ. but another wknd trip over there would be nice too.
~ back to gz at 2am and back to work at 10am. felt like i m a super woman. Gd that i could skip the late party after the meeting.
~ seriosuly, needa find another job. yes, boss is very nice, but too nice. ya, too nice is not gd neither. argh. G, pls guide me.

non-stop - GZ,China
~ tiring.


o.. i thank G for giving me such a loving bro and sis-in-law. I was sooo tired tonite after i got back from gz. with the big luaggae from gz, i wanna cry if i was to carry it up to my home. so i called my bro n he was so kind that he came all the way from his home to come bring it up to my flat for me. i cried. i felt so weak when i was waiting for my bro to come. and when he arrived, i felt the love and G's grace.

may be living alone is not a gd idea for me... i m starting to feel the loniness and it's draining me.
i cried wheni left GL.. coz i missed the 'family' time during the wk and i dun wanna go back home to be alone. argh.. but then.. there's no one that i could live with.. as in family.. i guess it's a time to train my patience and persistence.

well, talkign to karis is definitley a training on patience..