Song sharing with my coworkers.. haha.. n he showed me this one... 編織過的夢想 自已也可以抵達 誰說一定要有他...
btw, i've moved to my new place.. it's quite nice.. loving it now. :) going to GZ tmmr... and friday... sweet.
7.沒那麼愛他
詞/曲:徐婕兒
你有權利情緒化 你不一定要堅強 但有些事情
不能偽裝 別為自己設了框
我懂失去的悲傷 也懂進退的掙扎 但想起過去
都是失望 又何必要放不下
是習慣還是愛 不放心 還是不甘心 只有你自己知道解答
其實你沒有那麼愛他 真的不需要那麼想他
編織過的夢想 自已也可以抵達 誰說一定要有他
其實你沒有那麼愛他 沒有深陷到不可自拔
認清了真心話 你就放得下
深呼吸 抬頭望 發現天空很寬廣
這世界那麼大 幸福總會在某個地方
其實你沒有那麼愛他 真的不需要那麼想他
擁有過的計劃 留給值得的對象 你知道 不會是他
其實你沒有那麼愛他 沒有深陷到不可自拔
認清了真心話 你就放得下
Monday, July 30, 2007
Saturday, July 28, 2007
ch.100 tired
so tired...
physically... didn't sleep till 4am and then woke up at 8am to help amy to register her wedding online. ha... (it's acatully full at 8:02am when the registration started at 8:00am!) n then just kept packing and walking to and fro MK and PE... n then up and down the apartment... n then finally.. started packing... just wanna sleep now.. argh.. but still got 50% to pack.. :(
mentally...keep telling myself: dun cry la. it's none of my business anymore. dun want fyn to come back and smack me. dun hate him. can't wait to wear the deep V and hang out with the gang.
o.. love the "whitfield afternoon tea".. love the smell...it just gets me away from the reality.
physically... didn't sleep till 4am and then woke up at 8am to help amy to register her wedding online. ha... (it's acatully full at 8:02am when the registration started at 8:00am!) n then just kept packing and walking to and fro MK and PE... n then up and down the apartment... n then finally.. started packing... just wanna sleep now.. argh.. but still got 50% to pack.. :(
mentally...keep telling myself: dun cry la. it's none of my business anymore. dun want fyn to come back and smack me. dun hate him. can't wait to wear the deep V and hang out with the gang.
o.. love the "whitfield afternoon tea".. love the smell...it just gets me away from the reality.
Friday, July 27, 2007
Ch. 99 抬起我的頭來
這首歌不好播 全是我的錯
我怎可再信任我耳朵
你卻迅速關起唱機 決定要我聽清楚
你說想三方都好過 不要兩邊滿座
我說你點你的火 我難自己的過
* 我的手這麼震 難受到興奮
如在生死關頭無遺憾
你說對她關心太少 我自信卻多得很
我快將一手掌紋 刻進滿杯裂痕
為何還著緊 杯中有你的初吻 *
# 抬出你親愛的前來 圍觀我一去不回來
拿出我僅有尊嚴來 宣佈你我再不相愛
抬起我低過的頭來 由始至終這些年來
如果你的愛心健在 用來害你所愛 #
我怎可再信任我耳朵
你卻迅速關起唱機 決定要我聽清楚
你說想三方都好過 不要兩邊滿座
我說你點你的火 我難自己的過
* 我的手這麼震 難受到興奮
如在生死關頭無遺憾
你說對她關心太少 我自信卻多得很
我快將一手掌紋 刻進滿杯裂痕
為何還著緊 杯中有你的初吻 *
# 抬出你親愛的前來 圍觀我一去不回來
拿出我僅有尊嚴來 宣佈你我再不相愛
抬起我低過的頭來 由始至終這些年來
如果你的愛心健在 用來害你所愛 #
Monday, July 23, 2007
ch.98 not that bad
went to GZ today... presentation, met the new team, lunch with client and walked around... the place is acatully not that bad..
Sunday, July 22, 2007
ch.97 alanis morrisette
i always like the song "ironic" by alanis. just love the lyric coz life is just very ironic all the time. i think the song was out when i was in gr. 9 or 10..
i have started jogging since.. i need to get myself physically tired.
today, i m very very tired... after the moving from yesterday and also a long day of running around doing errands... it's just tiring.. i think im actully experiencing the tireness someone told me before...
n i'll be heading to GZ tmmr... argh.. still need to prep for tmmr's presntation.. :(
-------------------------------------
"Ironic"
An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic... don't you think
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures
Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic... don't you think
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face
A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...don't you think
A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures
Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out
i have started jogging since.. i need to get myself physically tired.
today, i m very very tired... after the moving from yesterday and also a long day of running around doing errands... it's just tiring.. i think im actully experiencing the tireness someone told me before...
n i'll be heading to GZ tmmr... argh.. still need to prep for tmmr's presntation.. :(
-------------------------------------
"Ironic"
An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic... don't you think
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures
Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic... don't you think
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face
A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...don't you think
A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures
Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out
Thursday, July 19, 2007
ch.96 charron's children are soo cute
went to have dinner with charron tonite and her children are so cute. the gal is 2 yrs old and the boy is less than 1. the little gal went crazy tonite, kept doing gymnastic. lol.. she's so funny. And she talked like an adult.. but in ways that i dun really undersatnd.. coz she mumbles. so cute. and the son.. fell asleep when he was drinking milk.. lol!
had a great dinner with charron. haven't seen her for ages and everyone's life is so interesting. i guess i'll see her more often when i got to GZ later on... gonna go to her place for "oak kay fan". hehe..
had a great dinner with charron. haven't seen her for ages and everyone's life is so interesting. i guess i'll see her more often when i got to GZ later on... gonna go to her place for "oak kay fan". hehe..
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
ch.95 life goes on
life goes on.
everything goes on.
work.. yay, i m manager now.
life goes on.
prayer goes on. will never stop for u.
everything goes on.
work.. yay, i m manager now.
life goes on.
prayer goes on. will never stop for u.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
ch.94 walking through
praying to the Lord for the protection of your heart, your mind and your soul.
praying to the Lord for your family.
praying to the Lord for you.
praying to the Lord for your family.
praying to the Lord for you.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
ch.93 hangs
it just hangs...
day is ok.
nite is n just too long.
The night is just so long...
* may be i shd buy in 0922 now. ha
whtever.
whtever.
whtever.
argh.
it just hangs...
day is ok.
nite is n just too long.
The night is just so long...
* may be i shd buy in 0922 now. ha
whtever.
whtever.
whtever.
argh.
it just hangs...
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
ch.92 still
how come it's still so painful
how come everything is still so vivid
how come i still can't sleep
how come i still dun wanna eat
how come i still can't harden my heart
how come i still can't get things over with
how come crazy things r still happening
YOU won't give me things that i can't handle.. but i really can't do this for too long...
all i can do is to keep praying for him. still...
how come everything is still so vivid
how come i still can't sleep
how come i still dun wanna eat
how come i still can't harden my heart
how come i still can't get things over with
how come crazy things r still happening
YOU won't give me things that i can't handle.. but i really can't do this for too long...
all i can do is to keep praying for him. still...
Monday, July 09, 2007
ch. 91... apparently.. i can write
i've been writing lots of letters lately.. for work and personal.
for work, i acatully got praised by "THE" ppl about my writing skill. i m abit overwhelmed by that as they are "THE" pro.
for personal, i got no response from what I wrote...
but i have to admit that i express better by words than verbal communication. i hope you understand.
btw, someone is calling me "drama queen" now. haha.. coz of all the things happened to me... the two area in life that i tresaure and cherrish the most... that are on the top of the priority list.
i guess.. life is a drama.
for work, i acatully got praised by "THE" ppl about my writing skill. i m abit overwhelmed by that as they are "THE" pro.
for personal, i got no response from what I wrote...
but i have to admit that i express better by words than verbal communication. i hope you understand.
btw, someone is calling me "drama queen" now. haha.. coz of all the things happened to me... the two area in life that i tresaure and cherrish the most... that are on the top of the priority list.
i guess.. life is a drama.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Monday, July 02, 2007
ch. 89 pain
it hurts so much.
can't use any words to describe.
i can't breath, i can't sleep, i can't eat and i can't see.
cried as much as i could, till my eyes can't open and my ears can't hear.
i think my heart stopped.
the pain grows bigger and bigger and deeper and deeper everyday.
people say time heals the pain... but my pain is rooted into my heart and it's growing everyday.
i should be mad, i should be angry, but i couldn't. i couldn't.
i love you. i really do love you. we were going to grow old together, we had all the things together. we complement each other. we had good foundation. we experienced all these together. our past doesn't worth a 2nd chance? i m willing to doo all things with you. i've changed. don't leave me.
can't use any words to describe.
i can't breath, i can't sleep, i can't eat and i can't see.
cried as much as i could, till my eyes can't open and my ears can't hear.
i think my heart stopped.
the pain grows bigger and bigger and deeper and deeper everyday.
people say time heals the pain... but my pain is rooted into my heart and it's growing everyday.
i should be mad, i should be angry, but i couldn't. i couldn't.
i love you. i really do love you. we were going to grow old together, we had all the things together. we complement each other. we had good foundation. we experienced all these together. our past doesn't worth a 2nd chance? i m willing to doo all things with you. i've changed. don't leave me.
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